Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
‘Dr. Langstroth,’ said she, ‘I’m going to ask a great favour of
you.’
‘Are you, Ada? I am glad to hear it.’
‘It is, that if you’ve a little time to spare, you’d walk with me
through the town. You see, you have that character that whatever you
choose to do, you may do; you won’t lose any reputation by being
seen with me. I—I’ve been thinking that when you and Miss Askam are
married, and I go back to father and mother, I cannot bear the long
days in the house there, as I have done here. It would drive me mad.
But if I’m left to myself, I shall never have the courage to walk
out alone. I thought, if you’d go out with me this once, just down
the town, then perhaps I might not be afraid to find my way back
alone, over the old bridge and up here again, if you do not mind.’
This was by far the longest speech Ada had made since she had been
under Eleanor’s roof, and Michael watched her attentively as she
spoke, and noticed that she did not meet his eye.
‘Mind!’ he echoed, rising; ‘no, I do not mind, Ada. I am very glad
to find you disposed to make this beginning. Let us go. Miss Askam
will spare me.’
‘Surely, Michael!’ said Eleanor; but she looked at him anxiously,
for her keen sympathy told her that he was not altogether easy about
this decision of Ada’s. She looked at him earnestly, and her fears
were not lulled when she found that he avoided looking at her,
though he waved his hand a little, and smiled, saying they should
not be long.
‘Oh, Michael, take care of _yourself_,’ she whispered in his ear; to
which he nodded, and followed Ada out of the room. Eleanor watched
them from the window, and saw that they walked slowly.
Two minutes after they had gone, Gilbert came in.
‘You are alone,’ he said; ‘I am not sorry, Eleanor, for I want to
say something to you.’
‘Yes, Gilbert,’ said she, and he was surprised when she took the
hand he extended into both her own, and pressing it almost
convulsively, said, rapidly, and with a kind of passion in her
tones—‘Another time I will see you alone—whenever you like; and if
you have any favour to ask of me, I swear I will grant it; but oh,
Gilbert, listen to me, now. Ada has asked Michael to take her for a
walk through the town, because she dare not go alone. I know he
thinks she is going to try to do something dreadful, because she is
not sane, though she seems so; he told me so. Perhaps to kill
herself, or him. Who can answer for the fancies of a madwoman? I
hate her sometimes.’
‘Well?’ he echoed, looking down into her upturned face, which seemed
to blaze with emotion, and feeling a spasm contract his own heart.
‘Will you not follow them, Gilbert, dear Gilbert? For my sake, if it
is not too selfish of me to ask it. If you will not go, I must. I
cannot tell why I feel this agony of fear, but I do, and it masters
me. To please me, Gilbert; and I will do what I can to please you,
afterwards.’
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