"Sweet are the uses of adversity," sang the great bard who is supposed
to have known human nature in all its mutations; and humanity has
echoed the aphorism until it has come to believe in some sort that
bufferings are benedictions, and hard knocks merely the compacting
blows that harden virtues, as the blacksmith's hammer beats a finer
temper into the steel upon the anvil.
With all due respect for the shades of the mighty, and for the tacit
approval of the many, I beg leave to offer the _argumentum ad hominem_
in rebuttal. Fight the conclusion as I may, I cannot resist the
convincement that ill winds have never blown me any good; that, on the
contrary, the steady pressure of hardship and misfortune, during a
period when my life was still in a great measure in the formative
state, exerted an influence which was altogether evil, weakening the
impulses which should have been growing stronger, and giving free rein
to those which, under more favoring conditions, might never have been
quickened.
When I forsook the breakfast-table and the hotel, after having read the
newspaper story telling how effectively Agatha Geddis had removed
herself from my path, it was to make a joyous dash for the first train
leaving the capital for Cripple Creek. With shame I record it, I had
already forgotten my own culpable weakness in permitting a dastardly
fear of consequences to make me Agatha's puppet and a sharer in her
more than questionable dissipations; had forgotten that by every step I
had taken with Agatha Geddis I had increased the distance separating me
from Mary Everton.
Perhaps it is only a characteristic of human nature to minimize evils
past, and evils to come, at the miraculous removal of a great and
pressing evil present; even so, one may suffer loss. I was hastening
back to take up the dropped thread of my relations with Phineas Everton
and his daughter, and I should have gone softly, as one who, knowing
himself the chief of sinners yet ventures to tread upon holy ground.
But by the time the train was slowing into the great gold camp at the
back of Pike's Peak, these, and all other chastening thoughts, were
crowded aside to make room for the one jubilant fact: I was free and I
was going back to Polly.
Barrett was the first man I met upon reaching our offices. If he were
surprised at seeing me in Cripple Creek when I should have been well on
my way to the Pacific Coast, he was quite as evidently disappointed.
"I thought you had started for California," he said in his evenest
tones.
"I thought so, too; but it was only a false start." Then I had it out
with him. "You and I both know, Barrett, why you thought I ought to
go, and the reason wasn't even remotely connected with the shipping of
the car-load of test-ore. If you have seen the morning papers, you
probably know why it is no longer necessary for me to leave Colorado."
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