I have come to the end of time; this is the threshold of
eternity. The earth is deserted; no other man breathes the air
of life. I am the last; I can die. Die! Precious thought! For
centuries I have lived, wearied, mortified, wandering ever, but
now the centuries are coming to an end, and I shall die with
them. Ancient nature, farewell! Azure sky, clouds ever reborn,
roses of a day and of every day, perennial waters, hostile
earth that never would devour my bones, farewell! The eternal
wanderer will wander no longer. God may pardon me if He wishes,
but death will console me. That mountain is as unyielding as my
grief; those eagles that fly yonder must be as famished as my
despair.
Whereupon Prometheus appears and the two great symbols of human
suffering debate upon the life everlasting. The crime of the Wandering
Jew was great, Prometheus admits, but his was a lenient punishment.
Other men read but a chapter of life, while Ahasverus read the whole
book. “What does one chapter know of the other? Nothing. But he who
has read them all, connects them and concludes. Are there melancholy
pages? There are merry and happy ones, too. Tragic convulsion precedes
that of laughter; life burgeons from death; swans and swallows
change climate, without ever abandoning it entirely; and thus all is
harmonized and begun anew.” But Ahasverus, continuing the tale of his
wanderings, expresses the meaninglessness of immortality:
I left Jerusalem. I began my wandering through the ages. I
journeyed everywhere, whatever the race, the creed, the tongue;
suns and snows, barbarous and civilized peoples, islands,
continents; wherever a man breathed, there breathed I. I never
laboured. Labour is a refuge, and that refuge was denied me.
Every morning I found upon me the necessary money for the
day.… See; this is the last apportionment. Go, for I need you
no longer. (_He draws forth the money and throws it away._) I
did not work; I just journeyed, ever and ever, one day after
another, year after year unendingly, century after century.
Eternal justice knew what it was doing: it added idleness
to eternity. One generation bequeathed me to the other. The
languages, as they died, preserved my name like a fossil. With
the passing of time all was forgotten; the heroes faded into
myths, into shadow, and history crumbled to fragments, only two
or three vague, remote characteristics remaining to it. And I
saw them in changing aspect. You spoke of a chapter? Happy are
those who read only one chapter of life. Those who depart at
the birth of empires bear with them the impression of their
perpetuity; those who die at their fall, are buried in the
hope of their restoration; but do you not realize what it is
to see the same things unceasingly,--the same alternation of
prosperity and desolation, desolation and prosperity, eternal
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