Brenda's Bargain: A Story for GirlsReed, Helen Leah
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Brenda's Bargain: A Story for Girls
Reed, Helen Leah
Boston (Mass.) -- Juvenile fiction; Schools -- Juvenile fiction; Young women -- Juvenile fiction
"But of course you haven't given up your music. If I thought that
you had, I should march straight East, and find the reason why. If
it's on account of that Mansion school, you'd have to leave it
instantly; so when you write tell me what you've been composing,
and whom you are studying with this year. As for me, I really am
rather idle, and I'm learning that a college education isn't really
wasted, even if one practises only the domestic virtues. My mother
has been far from well this year, and she's luxuriating in having
me here to run things. Running things, you know, is rather in my
line. But ah! how I wish that I could see you and Pamela and Lois
again, and all the others of our class who are enjoying themselves
fairly near the classic shades. I suppose that you go out to
Radcliffe at least once a week, and do you feel as blue as I do to
think it's all over? But don't forget to tell me about your music.
"Ever your
"CLARISSA."
As Julia folded up this letter from her old classmate her face grew
thoughtful. She certainly was not even studying this year, nor had she
composed a note. It was kind in Clarissa to remember her little talent.
Even Lois had spoken to her recently about hiding her light under a
bushel. Was she doing this? Might her little candle, properly tended,
shine out large enough to be seen in the world? Her uncle and aunt had
remonstrated with her for neglecting her music, and Julia had promised
to resume her work later. But thus far the exact time had not come, and
she hesitated to tell them that she doubted that she had the talent that
they attributed to her. This feeling of discouragement had come to her
in the last year at Radcliffe, when she began to see that her ability as
a composer had its limits. Now, with Clarissa's letter before her, she
wondered if she had been right in letting one or two slight set-backs
discourage her. She had continued her practising, and her rendering of
the great composers was a continual uplifting to those who heard her.
But the other,--her work in harmony,--was she right or wrong in laying
it aside for the present? Was this the talent that she should be called
to account for? Ought she to keep it concealed in a napkin? As she
thought of this, Julia longed more than ever for Ruth--Ruth, with whom
she had found it easier to discuss these personal questions than with
any other of her friends. But Ruth, on her wedding trip, was thousands
of miles away. It would be six months, at least, before they could meet,
and she glanced at the map on which she marked a record of Ruth's
wanderings, and noted that now she was in the neighborhood of Calcutta.
"The other side of the world," she thought. "Ah! well, I will let things
go on as they have been going, and next year, perhaps, I shall see more
clearly what I ought to do."
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