Alternative histories (Fiction); Science fiction; Time travel -- Fiction; United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
“Oh well ... in that case—”
“Don’t go, Hodge. Please. I meant to ask you and Catty to the more
formal trial, but now youre here for the preliminary I’m glad. Ace and
Father and Oliver will be along in a minute.”
“Midbin?”
The familiar arrogance showed briefly. “I insisted. It’ll be nice
to show him the mind can produce something besides fantasies and
hysterical hallucinations.”
I started to speak, then swallowed my words. The dig at Catty was
insignificant compared with the supreme confidence, the abnormal
assurance prompting invitations to witness a test which could only
reveal the impossibility of applying her cherished theories. I felt
an overwhelming pity. “Surely,” I said at last, seeking to make some
preparation for the disillusionment certain to come, “surely you don’t
expect it to work the first time?”
“Why not? There are sure to be adjustments to be made, allowances
for erratic chronology caused by phenomena like the pull of comets
and so forth. There might even have to be major alterations, though
I doubt it. It may be some time before Ace can set me down at the
exact year, month, day, hour and minute agreed upon. But the fact of
space-time-energy-matter correspondence can just as well be established
this afternoon as next year.”
She was unbelievably at ease for someone whose lifework was about to be
weighed. I have shown more nervousness discussing a disputed date with
the honorary secretary of a local historical society.
“Sit down,” she invited; “there’s nothing to do or see till Ace comes.
Ive missed you, Hodge.”
I felt this was a dangerous remark, and wished I’d stayed far away from
the workshop. I hooked my leg over a stool—there were no chairs—and
coughed to hide the fact I was afraid to answer, Ive missed you too;
and afraid not to.
“Tell me about your own work, Hodge. Catty says youre having
difficulties.”
I was faintly annoyed with Catty, but whether for confiding in Barbara
at all or specifically for revealing something unheroic, I didnt
stop to consider. At any rate this annoyance diluted my feeling of
disloyalty for conversing with Barbara at all. Or it may be the old,
long-established bond—I almost wrote, of sympathy, but it was so much
more complex than the word indicates—was reawakened by proximity
and put me in the mood to tell my troubles. It is even possible I
had the altruistic purpose of fortifying Barbara against inevitable
disappointment on a misery-loves-company basis. Be that as it may, I
found myself pouring out the whole story.
She jumped up and took my hands in hers. Her eyes were gray and warm.
“Hodge! It’s wonderful—don’t you see?”
“Oh....” I was completely confused. “I ... uh....”
“The solution. The answer. The means. Look: now you can go back, back
to the past in your own person. You can see everything with your own
eyes instead of relying on accounts of what other people said happened.”
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