Alternative histories (Fiction); Science fiction; Time travel -- Fiction; United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
I knew that face. Particularly did I know that face set in a sneer,
distorted with anger. But I could not remember it in Confederate
uniform. I could not remember it with sandy mustaches. And yet the
sandy, reddish hair, revealed in that terrible moment when his hat
flew off, was as familiar as part of the face. Oh, I thought, if I
could only place it once and for all and free my mind at least of this
trivial thing.
I wished there were some way I could have seen the watch, to
concentrate on the creeping progress of the hands and distract
myself from the wave after wave of wretched meditations which flowed
over me. But the moonlight was not strong enough to make the face
distinguishable, much less the figures on the dials. There was no
narcotic.
As one always is at such times I was convinced the appointed moment
had passed unnoticed. Something had gone wrong. Over and over I had to
tell myself that minutes seem hours in the waiting dark; it might feel
like two or three in the morning to me; it was probably barely eleven.
No use. A minute—or an hour or a second—later I was again positive
midnight had passed.
Finally I began to suffer a monstrous illusion. I began to think it
was getting lighter. That dawn was coming. Of course I knew it could
not be; what I fancied lifting darkness was only a sick condition
of swollen, overtired eyes. Dawn does not come to Pennsylvania at
midnight, and it was not yet midnight. At midnight I would be back at
Haggershaven, in 1952.
Even when the barn was fully lighted by the rising sun and I could see
the cattle peaceful in their stalls I refused to believe what I saw. I
took out my watch only to find something had disturbed the works; the
hands registered five oclock. Even when the farmer, milk pails over
arm, started in surprise, exclaiming, “Hay, what you doing here?”—even
then, I did not believe.
Only when, as I opened my mouth to explain to my involuntary host,
did something happen. The puzzle which had pursued me for three days
suddenly solved itself. I knew why the face of the Southron captain
had been so familiar. Familiar beyond any of the better known warriors
on either side. I had indeed known that face intimately; seen those
features enraged or sneering. The nose, the mouth, the eyes, the
expression were Barbara Haggerwells’. The man dead in the peach orchard
was the man whose portrait hung in the library of Haggershaven, its
founder, Herbert Haggerwells. Captain Haggerwells—never to become a
major now, or buy this farm. Never to marry a local girl or beget
Barbara’s great grandfather. Haggershaven had ceased to exist in the
future.
_21._ _FOR THE TIME BEING_
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