"Well, I've needed help in one way," he muttered.
"You've been very ill, I know."
"You know?"--in surprise.
"Yes; I have been here through it all."
He dropped her hand and tilted his head incredulously.
"Through it all! What do you mean?"
"I've been here for a month."
"A month! You've been here a month and this is the first time you've
come to see me?"
"I didn't think it best to come before."
"You've been here while I've been passing through hell itself? You've
known about me, known how I've suffered? Have you?"
"Oh, Ned, I have...."
"And you didn't come to me when I needed help most! You've not even
taken the trouble to find out about me--"
"You're wrong there," Ann broke in simply. With the return of his old,
petulant, irritating manner, the wistfulness slipped from her and a
little show of independence, of resentment, came over the woman. "I
have known about you; I've kept track of you; I've waited and prayed for
the time when it would be best for me to see you...."
He folded his arms theatrically and swung one leg over the corner of the
table. Ann stopped talking on that, for his attitude was one of open
challenge.
"You've come out here to spy on me! Isn't that it? You've come to help
me, you said, and yet you wouldn't even let me know you were here? Isn't
it the same old game? Isn't it?"
She did not answer.
"Isn't it a fact that you've been waiting to see what I'd do when I got
well? I suppose you've come out here to-day with a prayer-book and a lot
of soft words, a lot of cant, to try to reform me?" He thrust his face
close to hers as he asked the last.
"Is this the way you're going to greet me?" she asked. "Haven't you
anything but the same old suspicion, the same old denunciation for me?"
He looked away from her and shrugged his shoulders.
"How have you known about me when you haven't been to see me?" he asked,
evasively.
"Mr. Bayard has kept me informed."
He looked at her through a moment of silence, and she looked back as
steadily, as intently as he.
"Bayard?" he asked. "Bayard? He's been telling you ... about me?"
"He's been as kind to me as he has to you, Ned,"--with a feeling of
misgiving even as she uttered the words. "He has ... ridden to Yavapai
many times just to tell me about you."
He looked at her again, and she saw the puzzlement in his face. He
started as though to speak, checked himself and looked past her into
Bayard's room.
"Where is he now?"
"He's gone to town; he left a few moments after I came. He asked me
to--"
"Did he show you into that room?"
"Yes,"--turning to look. "He told me to use it."
Her husband eyed her calculatingly and rested his weight on the table
once more. It was as though he had settled some important question for
himself.
"Why haven't you been out before, Ann?" he asked her, eyes holding on
her face to detect its slightest change of expression.
She felt herself flushing at that; her conscience again!
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