The Consul twisted and turned, and found a compromise. “My dear child,
you can understand how painful it would be for me to have to tell you
all the hardships and suffering that would come about through the
misfortune of your husband, the breaking-up of the business and of your
household. I desire to spare you these first unpleasantnesses by taking
you and little Erica home with me. You would be glad of that, I think?”
Tony was silent a moment, drying her tears. She carefully breathed
on her handkerchief and pressed it against her eyes to heal their
inflammation. Then she asked in a firm tone, without lifting her voice:
“Papa, is Grünlich to blame? Is it his folly and lack of uprightness
that has brought him to this?”
“Very probably,” said the Consul. “That is--no, I don’t know, my child.
The explanation with him and the banker has not taken place yet.”
She seemed not to be listening. She sat crouched on her three silk
cushions, her elbow on her knee, her chin in her hand, and with her
head bowed looked dreamily into the room.
“Ah, Papa,” she said softly, almost without moving her lips, “wouldn’t
it have been better--?”
The Consul could not see her face--but it had the expression it often
wore those summer evenings at Travemünde, as she leaned at the window
of her little room. One arm rested on her Father’s knee, the hand
hanging down limply. This very hand was expressive of a sad and tender
abandonment, a sweet, pensive longing, travelling back into the past.
“Better?” asked Consul Buddenbrook. “If what, my child?”
He was thoroughly prepared for the confession that it would have been
better had this marriage not taken place; but Tony only answered with a
sigh: “Oh, nothing.”
She seemed rapt by her thoughts, which had borne her so far away that
she had almost forgotten the “bankrupt.” The Consul felt himself
obliged to utter what he would rather only have confirmed.
“I think I guess your thoughts, Tony,” he said, “and I don’t on my side
hesitate to confess that in this hour I regret the step that seemed
to me four years ago so wise and advisable. I believe, before God, I
am not responsible. I think I did my duty in trying to give you an
existence suitable to your station. Heaven has willed otherwise. You
will not believe that your Father played lightly and unreflectingly
with your happiness in those days! Grünlich came to us with the best
recommendations, a minister’s son, a Christian and a cosmopolitan man.
Later I made business inquiries, and it all sounded as favourable as
possible. I examined the connections. All that is still very dark; and
the explanation is yet to come. But you don’t blame me--?”
“No, Papa--how can you say such a thing? Come, don’t take it to heart,
poor Papa! You look pale. Shall I give you a little cordial?” She put
her arm around his neck and kissed his cheek.
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