The tea stood steaming in the Meissenware cups when Thomas entered.
“Here I am,” he said. “Gerda would like to rest a little. She has a
headache. Afterward we will go to Meng Street. Well, how is everything,
my dear Tony--all right? Mother, Erica, Christian? But now,” he went on
with his most charming manner, “our warmest thanks--Gerda’s too--for
all your trouble, you good soul. How pretty you have made everything!
Nothing is missing.--I only need a few palms for my wife’s bay-window;
and I must look about for some suitable oil paintings. But tell me,
now, how are you? What have you been doing all this time?”
He had drawn up a chair for his sister beside himself, and slowly drank
his tea and ate a biscuit as they talked.
“Oh, Tom,” she answered. “What should I be doing? My life is over.”
“Nonsense, Tony--you and your life! But it _is_ pretty tiresome, is it?”
“Yes, Tom, it is very tiresome. Sometimes I just have to shriek, out
of sheer boredom. It has been nice to be busy with this house, and you
don’t know how happy I am at your return. But I am not happy here--God
forgive me, if that is a sin. I am in the thirties now, but I’m still
not quite old enough to make intimate friends with the last of the
Himmelsburgers, or the Miss Gerhardts, or any of mother’s black friends
that come and consume widows’ homes. I don’t believe in them, Tom; they
are wolves in sheep’s clothing--a generation of vipers. We are all weak
creatures with sinful hearts, and when they begin to look down on me
for a poor worldling I laugh in their faces. I’ve always thought that
all men are the same, and that we don’t need any intercessors between
us and God. You know my political beliefs. I think the citizens--”
“Then you feel lonely?” Tom asked, to bring her back to her
starting-point. “But you have Erica.”
“Yes, Tom, and I love the child with my whole heart--although a certain
person did use to declare that I am not fond of children. But you
see--I am perfectly frank; I am an honest woman and speak as I think,
without making words--”
“Which is splendid of you, Tony.”
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