of measuring her words, she poured out her disgust, her abhorrence,
her complete and utter contempt and loathing of him and all his ways.
Herr Permaneder did not take it meekly. His head was hot; for he had
treated his friend Franz not only to many beers, but to “champagne
wine” as well. He answered and answered wildly--the quarrel reached a
height far greater than the one that had signalized Herr Permaneder’s
retirement into private life, and it ended in Frau Antonie gathering
her clothes together and withdrawing into the living-room for the
night. And at the end he had flung at her a word--a word which she
would not repeat--a word that should never pass her lips--a word....
This was the major content of the confession which Frau Permaneder
had sobbed into the folds of her mother’s gown. But the “word,” the
word that in that fearful night had sunk into her very depths--no, she
would not repeat it; no, she would not, she asseverated,--although her
mother had not in the least pressed her to do so, but only nodded her
head, slowly, almost imperceptibly, as she looked down on Tony’s lovely
ash-blond hair.
“Yes, yes,” she said; “this is very sad, Tony. And I understand it all,
my dear little one, because I am not only your Mamma, but I am a woman
like you as well. I see now how fully your grief is justified, and how
completely your husband, in a moment of weakness, forgot what he owed
to you and--”
“In a moment--?” cried Tony. She sprang up. She made two steps backward
and feverishly dried her eyes. “A moment, Mamma! He _forgot_ what
he owed to me and to our name? He never _knew_ it, from the very
beginning! A man that quietly sits down with his wife’s dowry--a man
without ambition or energy or will-power! A man that has some kind of
thick soup made out of hops in his veins instead of blood--and I verily
believe he has! And to let himself down to such common doings as this
with Babette--and when I reproached him with his good-for-nothingness,
to answer with a word that--a word--”
And, arrived once more at the word, the word she would not repeat,
quite suddenly she took a step forward and said, in a completely
altered, a quieter, milder, interested tone: “How perfectly sweet!
Where did you get that, Mamma?” She motioned with her chin toward a
little receptacle, a charming basket-work stand woven out of reeds
and decorated with ribbon bows, in which the Frau Consul kept her
fancy-work.
“I bought it, some time ago,” answered the old lady. “I needed it.”
“Very smart,” Tony said, looking at it with her head on one side. The
Frau Consul looked at it too, but without seeing it, for she was in
deep thought.
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