Tony was besieged, as the Consul said. She no longer said no--but she
could not bring herself to say yes. She could not wring a “yes” out of
herself--God knew why; she did not.
Meanwhile, first her Father would draw her aside and speak seriously,
and then her Mother would take up the tale, both pressing for a
decision. Uncle Gotthold and family were not brought into the affair;
their attitude toward the Mengstrasse was not exactly sympathetic. But
Sesemi Weichbrodt got wind of it and came to give good advice, with
correct enunciation. Even Mademoiselle Jungmann said, “Tony, my little
one, why should you worry? You will always be in the best society.”
And Tony could not pay a visit to the admired silken salon outside the
Castle Gate without getting a dose from old Madame Kröger: “À propos,
little one, I hear there is an affair! I hope you are going to listen
to reason, child.”
One Sunday, as she sat in St. Mary’s with her parents and brothers,
Pastor Kölling began preaching from the text about the wife leaving
father and mother and cleaving only to her husband. His language was
so violent that she began listening with a jump, staring up to see
if he were looking at her. No, thank goodness, his head was turned
in the other direction, and he seemed to be preaching in general to
all the faithful. Still, it was plain that this was a new attack upon
her,--every word struck home. A young, a still childish girl, he
said, could have as yet no will and no wisdom; and if she set herself
up against the loving advice of her parents she was as deserving of
punishment as the guilty are; she was one of those whom the Lord spews
out of his mouth. With this phrase, which the kind Pastor Kölling
adored, she encountered a piercing glance from his eyes, as he made
a threatening gesture with his right arm. Tony saw how her Father,
sitting next to her, raised his hand, as though he would say, “Not so
hard.” But it was perfectly plain that either he or her Mother had let
the Pastor into the secret. Tony crouched in her place with her face
like fire, and felt the eyes of all the world upon her. Next Sunday she
flatly refused to go to church.
She moved dumbly about the house, she laughed no more, she lost her
appetite. Sometimes she gave such heart-breaking sighs as would move
a stone to pity. She was growing thinner too, and would soon lose her
freshness. It would not do. At length the Consul said:
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