Your letter duly received. As regards its contents, I must tell you
that I did not fail to communicate them to Herr Grünlich: the result
was of such a nature as to shock me very much. You are a grown girl,
and at a serious time of life, so I need not scruple to tell you the
consequences that a frivolous step of yours may draw after it. Herr
Grünlich, then, burst into despair at my announcement, declaring that
he loved you so dearly, and could so little console himself for your
loss, that he would be in a state to take his own life if you remain
firm in your resolve. As I cannot take seriously what you write me
of another attachment, I must beg you to master your excitement
over the ring, and consider everything again very carefully. It
is my Christian conviction, my dear daughter, that one must have
regard for the feelings of others. We do not know that you may not
be made responsible by the most high Judge if a man whose feelings
you have coldly and obstinately scorned should trespass against his
own life. But the thing I have so often told you by word of mouth,
I must recall again to your remembrance, and I am glad to have the
occasion to repeat it in writing; for though speech is more vivid and
has the more immediate effect, the written word has the advantage
that it can be chosen with pains and fixed in a form well-weighed
and calculated by the writer, to be read over and over again, with
proportionate effect.--My child, we are not born for that which, with
our short-sighted vision, we reckon to be our own small personal
happiness. We are not free, separate, and independent entities, but
like links in a chain, and we could not by any means be what we are
without those who went before us and showed us the way, by following
the straight and narrow path, not looking to right or left. Your
path, it seems to me, has lain all these weeks sharply marked out
for you, and you would not be my daughter, nor the granddaughter of
your Grandfather who rests in God, nor a worthy member of our own
family, if you really have it in your heart, alone, wilfully, and
light-headedly to choose your own unregulated path. Your Mother,
Thomas, Christian, and I beg you, my dear Antonie, to weigh all this
in your heart. Mlle. Jungmann and Clara greet you affectionately,
likewise Clothilde, who has been the last several weeks with her
father at Thankless. We all rejoice at the thought of embracing you
once more.
With unfailing affection,
YOUR LOVING FATHER.
CHAPTER XI
It rained in streams. Heaven, earth, and sea were in flood, while the
driving wind took the rain and flung it against the panes as though not
drops but brooks were flowing down and making them impossible to see
through. Complaining and despairing voices sounded in the chimney.
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