She sobbed once or twice before she answered, hopelessly: “Oh, no, Tom.
How could I? I’ve seen so much evil in the world. I haven’t believed
in it from the beginning, even, though I tried my very best. Life
makes it so very hard, you know, to believe in any one’s innocence.
Oh, no--I’ve had doubts of his good conscience for a long time, and
Erica has not known what to make of him--she confessed it to me, with
tears--on account of his behaviour at home. We haven’t talked about
it, of course. He got ruder and ruder, and kept demanding all the time
that Erica should be lively and divert his mind and make him forget his
troubles. And he broke the dishes when she wasn’t. You can’t imagine
what it was like, when he shut himself up evenings with his papers:
when anybody knocked, you could hear him jump up and shout ‘Who’s
there?’”
They were silent.
“But suppose he _is_ guilty, Tom. Suppose he did do it,” began Frau
Permaneder afresh, and her voice gathered strength. “He wasn’t working
for his own pocket, but for the company--and then--good Heavens, in
this life, people have to realize--there are other things to be taken
into consideration. He married into our family--he is one of us, now.
They can’t just go and stick him into prison like that!”
He shrugged his shoulders.
“What are you shrugging your shoulders for, Tom? Do you mean that
you are willing to sit down under the last and crowning insult these
adventurers think they can offer us? We must do something! He mustn’t
be convicted! Aren’t you the Burgomaster’s right hand? My God, can’t
the Senate just pardon him if it likes? You know, before I came to
you, I nearly went to Cremer, to get him--to implore him to intervene
and take a stand in the matter--he is Chief of Police--”
“Oh, child, that is all just nonsense.”
“Nonsense, Tom? And Erica? And the child?” said she, lifting up her
muff, with her two imploring hands inside. She was still a moment, she
let her arms fall, her chin began to quiver, and two great tears ran
down from under her drooping lids. She added softly, “And me?”
“Oh, Tony, be brave,” said the Senator. Her helplessness went through
him. He pushed his chair up to hers and stroked her hair, in an effort
to console her. “Everything isn’t over, yet. Perhaps it will come out
all right. Of course I will give you the money--that goes without
saying--and Breslauer’s very clever.”
She shook her head, weeping.
“No, Tom, it will not come out all right. I’ve no hope that it will.
They will convict him, and put him in prison--and then the hard time
will come for Erica and me. Her dowry is gone: it all went to the
setting-out, the furniture and pictures; we sha’n’t get a quarter of it
back by selling. And the salary was always spent. We never put a penny
by. We will go back to Mother, if she will take us, until he is free.
And then where can we go? We’ll just have to sit on the rocks.” She
sobbed.
“On the rocks?”
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