“I know, Tony, you will do what you think best; and you will probably
consider well beforehand if it will be wise not to preserve the
ordinary social forms. For of course you don’t imagine that Consul
Hagenström would feel wounded by your conduct? Not in the least, my
child. It would neither please nor displease him--he would simply be
mildly surprised, that is all. The trouble is, you imagine he has the
same feelings toward you that you have toward him. That is a mistake,
Tony. He does not hate us in the least. He doesn’t hate anybody. He
is highly successful and extremely good-natured. As I’ve told you
more than ten times already, he would speak to you on the street with
the utmost cordiality if you didn’t put on such a belligerent air.
I’m sure he is surprised at it--for two minutes; of course not enough
to upset the equilibrium of a man to whom nobody can do any harm.
What is it you reproach him with? Suppose he has outstripped me in
business, and even now and then got ahead of me in some public affair?
That only means he is a better business man and a cleverer politician
than I am.--There’s no reason at all for you to laugh in that scornful
way.--But to come back to the house. The truth is, it has lost most of
its old significance for us--that has gradually passed over to mine.
I say this to console you in advance; on the other hand, it is plain
why Consul Hagenström is thinking of buying. These people have come
up in the world, their family is growing, they have married into the
Möllendorpf family, and become equal to the best in money and position.
But so far, there has been something lacking, the outward sign of their
position, which they were evidently willing to do without: the historic
consecration--the legitimization, so to speak. But now they seem to
have made up their minds to have that too; and some of it they will get
by moving into a house like this one. You wait and see: mark my words,
the Consul will preserve everything as much as possible as it is, he
will even keep the ‘Dominus providebit’ over the door--though, to do
him justice, it hasn’t been the Lord at all, but Hermann Hagenström
himself, single-handed, that has put the family and the firm where they
are!”
“Bravo, Tom! Oh, it does do me good to hear you say something spiteful
about them once in a while! That’s really all I want! Oh, if I only had
your head! Wouldn’t I just give it to him! But there you stand--”
“You see, my head doesn’t really do me much good.”
“There you stand, I say, with that awful calmness, which I simply don’t
understand at all, and tell me how Hermann Hagenström does things. Ah,
you may talk as you like, but you have a heart in your body, the same
as I have myself, and I simply don’t believe you feel as calm inside as
you make out. All the things you say are nothing but your own efforts
to console yourself.”
“Now, Tony, you are getting pert. What I _do_ is all you have anything
to do with--what I think is my own affair.”
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