reckoning was, it did not convince even himself. He knew now that the
man in the worsted coat was right, and that they would, in very truth,
begin again where they had left off, and go on to this and that.
The laden carriage stood before the door. The day had come. Early in
the morning Hanno had said good-bye to sea and strand. Now he said it
to the waiters as they received their fees, to the music pavilion, the
rose-beds, and the whole long summer as well. And amid the bows of the
hotel servants the carriage drove off.
They passed the avenue that led to the little town, and rolled along
the front. Ida Jungmann sat, white-haired, bright-eyed, and angular,
opposite Hanno on the back seat, and he squeezed his head into the
corner and looked past her out of the window. The morning sky was
overcast; the Trave was full of little waves that hurried before the
wind. Now and then rain-drops spattered the pane. At the farther end
of the front, people sat before their house doors and mended nets;
barefoot children ran past, and stared inquisitively at the occupants
of the carriage. _They_ did not need to go away!
As they left the last houses behind, Hanno bent forward once more to
look after the lighthouse; then he leaned back and closed his eyes.
“We’ll come back again next year, darling,” Ida Jungmann said in her
grave, soothing voice. It needed only that to make Hanno’s chin tremble
and the tears run down beneath his long dark lashes.
His face and hands were brown from the sea air. But if his stay at the
baths had been intended to harden him, to give him more resistance,
more energy, more endurance, then it had failed of its purpose; and
Hanno himself was aware of this lamentable fact. These four weeks of
sheltered peace and adoration of the sea had not hardened him: they had
made him softer than ever, more dreamy and more sensitive. He would
be no better able to endure the rigours of Herr Tietge’s class. The
thought of the rules and history dates which he had to get by heart
had not lost its power to make him shudder; he knew the feeling too
well, and how he would fling them away in desperation and go to bed,
and suffer next day the torments of the unprepared. And he would be
exactly as much afraid of catastrophes at the recitation hour, of his
enemies the Hagenströms, and of his father’s injunctions not to be
faint-hearted whatever else he was.
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