The door of the ante-chamber opened, and her sister-in-law came toward
her. Gerda Buddenbrook’s lovely white face was quite distorted with
horror and disgust; and her close-set, blue-shadowed brown eyes opened
and shut with a look of anger, distraction, and shrinking. As she
recognized Frau Permaneder, she beckoned quickly with outstretched arms
and embraced her, putting her head on her sister-in-law’s shoulder.
“Gerda! Gerda! What is it?” Frau Permaneder cried. “What has happened?
What does it mean? They said he fell--unconscious? How is he?--God
won’t let the worst happen, I know. Tell me, for pity’s sake!”
But the reply did not come at once. She only felt how Gerda’s whole
form was shaken. Then she heard a whisper at her shoulder.
“How he looked,” she heard, “when they brought him! His whole life
long, he never let any one see even a speck of dust on him.--Oh, it is
insulting, it is vile, for the end to have come like that!”
Subdued voices came out to them. The dressing-room door opened, and Ida
Jungmann stood in the doorway in a white apron, a basin in her hands.
Her eyes were red. She looked at Frau Permaneder and made way, her head
bent. Her chin was trembling.
The high flowered curtains stirred in the draught as Tony, followed by
her sister-in-law, entered the chamber. The smell of carbolic, ether,
and other drugs met them. In the wide mahogany bed, under the red down
coverlet, lay Thomas Buddenbrook, on his back, undressed and clad in
an embroidered nightshirt. His half-open eyes were rolled up; his lips
were moving under the disordered moustaches, and babbling, gurgling
sounds came out. Young Dr. Langhals was bending over him, changing a
bloody bandage for a fresh one, which he dipped into a basin at the
bedside. Then he listened at the patient’s chest and felt his pulse.
On the bed-clothes at the foot of the bed sat little Johann, clutching
his sailor’s knot and listening broodingly to the sounds behind him,
which his father was making. The Senator’s bemired clothing hung over a
chair.
Frau Permaneder cowered down at the bedside, seized one of her
brother’s hands--it was cold and heavy--and stared wildly into his
face. She began to understand that, whether God knew what he was doing
or not, he was at all events bent on “the worst”!
“Tom!” she clamoured, “do you know me? How are you? You aren’t going to
leave us? You won’t go away from us? Oh, it _can’t_ be!”
Nothing answered her, that could be called an answer. She looked
imploringly up at Dr. Langhals. He stood there with his beautiful eyes
cast down; and his manner, not without a certain self-satisfaction,
expressed the will of God.
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