Bad news came of Christian. His marriage seemed not to have improved
his health. He had become more and more subject to uncanny delusions
and morbid hallucinations, until finally his wife had acted upon the
advice of a physician and had him put into an institution. He was
unhappy there, and wrote pathetic letters to his relatives, expressive
of a fervent desire to leave the establishment, where, it seemed,
he was none too well treated. But they kept him shut up, and it was
probably the best thing for him. It also put his wife in a position
to continue her former independent existence without prejudice to her
status as a married woman or to the practical advantages accruing from
her marriage.
CHAPTER II
The alarm-clock went off with cruel alacrity. It was a hoarse rattling
and clattering that it made, rather than a ringing, for it was old and
worn out; but it kept on for a painfully long time, for it had been
thoroughly wound up.
Hanno Buddenbrook was startled to his inmost depths. It was like this
every morning. His very entrails rebelled, in rage, protest, and
despair, at the onslaught of this at once cruel and faithful monitor
standing on the bedside table close to his ear. However, he did not get
up, or even change his position in the bed; he only wrenched himself
away from some blurred dream of the early morning and opened his eyes.
It was perfectly dark in the wintry room. He could distinguish nothing,
not even the hands on the clock. But he knew it was six o’clock,
because last night he had set his alarm for six. Last night-- And as
he lay on his back, with his nerves rasped by the shock of waking,
struggling for sufficient resolution to make a light and jump out of
bed, everything that had filled his mind yesterday came gradually back
into his consciousness.
It was Sunday evening; and after having been maltreated by Herr Brecht
for several days on end, he had been taken as a reward to a performance
of _Lohengrin_. He had looked forward for a whole week to this evening
with a joy which absorbed his entire existence. Only, it was a pity
that on such occasions the full pleasure of the anticipation had to be
marred by disagreeable commonplaces that went on up to the very last
minute. But at length Saturday came, school was over for the week, and
Herr Brecht’s little drill had bored and buzzed away in the mouth for
the last time. Now everything was out of the way and done with--for
he had obstinately put off his preparation for Monday until after the
opera. What was Monday to him? Was it likely it would ever dawn? Who
believes in Monday, when he is to hear _Lohengrin_ on Sunday evening?
He would get up early on Monday and get the wretched stuff done--and
that was all there was to it. Thus he went about free from care,
fondled the coming joy in his heart, dreamed at his piano, and forgot
all unpleasantness to come.
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