The little schoolboy bed-chamber, cold and bare, with the copper-plate
of the Sistine Madonna over the bed, the extension-table in the middle,
the untidy book-shelf, a stiff-legged mahogany desk, the harmonium, and
the small wash-hand stand, lay silent in the flickering light of the
candle. The window was covered with ice-crystals, and the blind was
up in order that the light might come earlier. And Hanno slept, his
cheek pressed into the pillow, his lips closed, the eyelashes lying
close upon his cheek; he slept with an expression of the most utter
abandonment to slumber, the soft, light-brown hair clustering about
his temples. And slowly the candle-flame lost its reddish-yellow glow,
as the pale, dun-coloured dawn stole into the room through the icy
coating on the window-pane.
At seven he woke once more, with a start of fear. He must get up and
take upon himself the burden of the day. There was no way out of it.
Only a short hour now remained before school would begin. Time pressed;
there was no thought of preparation now. And yet he continued to lie,
full of exasperation and rebellion against this brutal compulsion
that was upon him to forsake his warm bed in the frosty dawning and
go out into the world, into contact with harsh and unfriendly people.
“Oh, only two little tiny minutes more,” he begged of his pillow, in
overwhelming tenderness. And then he gave himself a full five minutes
more, out of sheer bravado, and closed his eyes, opening one from time
to time to stare despairingly at the clock, which went stupidly on in
its insensate, accurate way.
Ten minutes after seven o’clock, he tore himself out of bed and began
to move about the room with frantic haste. He let the candle burn, for
the daylight was not enough by itself. He breathed upon a crystal and,
looking out, saw a thick mist abroad.
He was unutterably cold, and a shiver sometimes shook his entire body.
The ends of his fingers burned; they were so swollen that he could do
nothing with the nail-brush. As he washed the upper parts of his body,
his almost lifeless hand let fall the sponge, and he stood a moment
stiff and helpless, steaming like a sweating horse.
At last he was dressed. Dull-eyed and breathless, he stood at the
table, collected his despairing senses with a jerk, and began to put
together the books he was likely to need to-day, murmuring in an
anguished voice: “Religion, Latin, chemistry,” and shuffling together
the wretched ink-spotted paper volumes.
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