Mumme was overwhelmed. He looked the child of calamity, and at this
moment everybody in the room despised him. A sort of disgust, almost
like nausea, mounted again in Hanno Buddenbrook’s throat; but at the
same time he observed with horrid clarity all that was going forward.
Dr. Mantelsack made a mark of sinister meaning after Mumme’s name, and
then looked through his notebook with frowning brows. He went over,
in his disgust, to the order of the day, and looked to see whose turn
it really was. There was no doubt that this was the case: and just as
Hanno was overpowered by this knowledge, he heard his name--as if in a
bad dream.
“Buddenbrook!” Dr. Mantelsack had said “Buddenbrook.” The scale was in
the air again. Hanno could not believe his senses. There was a buzzing
in his ears. He sat still.
“Herr Buddenbrook!” said Dr. Mantelsack, and stared at him sharply
through his glasses with his prominent sapphire-blue eyes. “Will you
have the goodness?”
Very well, then. It was to be. It had to come. It had come differently
from his expectations, but still, here it was, and he was none the less
lost. But he was calm. Would it be a very big row? He rose in his place
and was about to utter some forlorn and absurd excuse to the effect
that he had “forgotten” to study the lines, when he became aware that
the boy ahead of him was offering him his open book.
This boy, Hans Hermann Kilian, was a small brown lad with oily hair and
broad shoulders. He had set his heart on becoming an officer, and was
so possessed by an ideal of comradeship that he would not leave in the
lurch even little Buddenbrook, whom he did not like. He pointed with
his finger to the place.
Hanno gazed down upon it and began to read. With trembling voice,
his face working, he read of the Golden Age, when truth and justice
flourished of their own free will, without laws or compulsions.
“Punishment and fear did not exist,” he said, in Latin. “No threats
were graven upon the bronze tablets, nor did those who came to petition
fear the countenance of the judges....” He read in fear and trembling,
read with design badly and disjointedly, purposely omitted some of the
elisions that were marked with pencil in Kilian’s book, made mistakes
in the lines, progressed with apparent difficulty, and constantly
expected the master to discover the fraud and pounce upon him. The
guilty satisfaction of seeing the open book in front of him gave him
a pricking sensation in his skin; but at the same time he had such a
feeling of disgust that he intentionally deceived as badly as possible,
simply to make the deceit seem less vulgar to himself. He came to the
end, and a pause ensued, during which he did not dare look up. He felt
convinced that Dr. Mantelsack had seen all, and his lips were perfectly
white. But at length the master sighed and said:
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