The faithful devotion of the good Ida could not be repaid with gold.
She had been in the family now for more than thirty years. She had
cared for the previous generations with self-abnegation; but Hanno
she carried in her arms, lapped him in tender care, and loved him to
idolatry. She had a naïve, unshakable belief in his privileged station
in life, which sometimes went to the length of absurdity. In whatever
touched him she showed a surprising, even an unpleasant effrontery.
Suppose, for instance, she took him with her to buy cakes at the
pastry-shop: she would poke among the sweets on the counter and select
a piece for Hanno, which she would coolly hand him without paying for
it--the man should feel himself honoured, indeed! And before a crowded
show-window she would ask the people in front, in her west-Prussian
dialect, pleasantly enough, but with decision, to make a place for her
charge. He was so uncommon in her eyes that she felt there was hardly
another child in the world worthy to touch him. In little Kai’s case,
the mutual preference of the two children had been too strong for her.
Possibly she was a little taken by his name, too. But if other children
came up to them on the Mill-wall, as she sat with Hanno on a bench,
Fräulein Jungmann would get up almost at once, make some excuse or
other--it was late, or there was a draught--and take her charge away.
The pretexts she gave to little Johann would have led him to believe
that all his contemporaries were either scrofulous of full of “evil
humours,” and that he himself was a solitary exception; which did not
tend to increase his already deficient confidence and ease of manner.
Senator Buddenbrook did not know all the details; but he saw enough
to convince him that his son’s development was not taking the desired
course. If he could only take his upbringing in his own hands, and
mould his spirit by daily and hourly contact! But he had not the time.
He perceived the lamentable failure of his occasional efforts: he
knew they only strained the relations between father and son. In his
mind was a picture which he longed to reproduce: it was a picture
of Hanno’s great-grandfather, whom he himself had known as a boy:
a clear-sighted man, jovial, simple, sturdy, humorous--why could
not little Johann grow up like that? If only he could suppress or
forbid the music, which was surely not good for the lad’s physical
development, absorbed his powers, and took his mind from the practical
affairs of life! That dreamy nature--did it not almost, at times,
border on irresponsibility?
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