Bankruptcy -- Fiction; Gold mines and mining -- Alaska -- Fiction; Oakland (Calif.) -- Fiction; Western stories; Women pioneers -- Fiction
She came back, smiling to him, and resumed her sewing. His eyes
wandered from the efficient hands to the bronze slippers and back
again, and he swore to himself that there were mighty few stenographers
like her in existence. That was because she must have come of pretty
good stock, and had a pretty good raising. Nothing else could explain
these rooms of hers and the clothes she wore and the way she wore them.
"Those ten minutes are flying," he suggested.
"I can't marry you," she said.
"You don't love me?"
She shook her head.
"Do you like me--the littlest bit?"
This time she nodded, at the same time allowing the smile of amusement
to play on her lips. But it was amusement without contempt. The
humorous side of a situation rarely appealed in vain to her.
"Well, that's something to go on," he announced. "You've got to make a
start to get started. I just liked you at first, and look what it's
grown into. You recollect, you said you didn't like my way of life.
Well, I've changed it a heap. I ain't gambling like I used to. I've
gone into what you called the legitimate, making two minutes grow where
one grew before, three hundred thousand folks where only a hundred
thousand grew before. And this time next year there'll be two million
eucalyptus growing on the hills. Say do you like me more than the
littlest bit?"
She raised her eyes from her work and looked at him as she answered:
"I like you a great deal, but--"
He waited a moment for her to complete the sentence, failing which, he
went on himself.
"I haven't an exaggerated opinion of myself, so I know I ain't bragging
when I say I'll make a pretty good husband. You'd find I was no hand
at nagging and fault-finding. I can guess what it must be for a woman
like you to be independent. Well, you'd be independent as my wife. No
strings on you. You could follow your own sweet will, and nothing
would be too good for you. I'd give you everything your heart
desired--"
"Except yourself," she interrupted suddenly, almost sharply.
Daylight's astonishment was momentary.
"I don't know about that. I'd be straight and square, and live true.
I don't hanker after divided affections."
"I don't mean that," she said. "Instead of giving yourself to your
wife, you would give yourself to the three hundred thousand people of
Oakland, to your street railways and ferry-routes, to the two million
trees on the hills to everything business--and--and to all that that
means."
"I'd see that I didn't," he declared stoutly. "I'd be yours to
command."
"You think so, but it would turn out differently." She suddenly became
nervous. "We must stop this talk. It is too much like attempting to
drive a bargain. 'How much will you give?' 'I'll give so much.' 'I
want more,' and all that. I like you, but not enough to marry you, and
I'll never like you enough to marry you."
"How do you know that?" he demanded.
"Because I like you less and less."
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