Bankruptcy -- Fiction; Gold mines and mining -- Alaska -- Fiction; Oakland (Calif.) -- Fiction; Western stories; Women pioneers -- Fiction
"I'm still out of my depth and swimming feeble," Daylight said, after
waiting vainly for her to go on. "You've got to show me, and you ain't
shown me yet. Your common sense and praying that I'd go broke is all
up in the air to me. Little woman, I just love you mighty hard, and I
want you to marry me. That's straight and simple and right off the
bat. Will you marry me?"
She shook her head slowly, and then, as she talked, seemed to grow
angry, sadly angry; and Daylight knew that this anger was against him.
"Then let me explain, and just as straight and simply as you have
asked." She paused, as if casting about for a beginning. "You are
honest and straightforward. Do you want me to be honest and
straightforward as a woman is not supposed to be?--to tell you things
that will hurt you?--to make confessions that ought to shame me? to
behave in what many men would think was an unwomanly manner?"
The arm around her shoulder pressed encouragement, but he did not speak.
"I would dearly like to marry you, but I am afraid. I am proud and
humble at the same time that a man like you should care for me. But
you have too much money. There's where my abominable common sense
steps in. Even if we did marry, you could never be my man--my lover
and my husband. You would be your money's man. I know I am a foolish
woman, but I want my man for myself. You would not be free for me.
Your money possesses you, taking your time, your thoughts, your energy,
everything, bidding you go here and go there, do this and do that.
Don't you see? Perhaps it's pure silliness, but I feel that I can love
much, give much--give all, and in return, though I don't want all, I
want much--and I want much more than your money would permit you to
give me.
"And your money destroys you; it makes you less and less nice. I am not
ashamed to say that I love you, because I shall never marry you. And I
loved you much when I did not know you at all, when you first came down
from Alaska and I first went into the office. You were my hero. You
were the Burning Daylight of the gold-diggings, the daring traveler and
miner. And you looked it. I don't see how any woman could have looked
at you without loving you--then. But you don't look it now.
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