it was the first beginning of the rift, which afterwards widened into a
chasm between us. Her cousin also was too much attached to her to be
easily alienated from her, and the two girls met more frequently than
either her uncle or I were aware of. There was another girl, too--I
forget her name--but she was a sister of Essec Powell's. Agnes and she
had been schoolmates and bosom friends, and they were delighted to meet
here by accident, and I soon found that my wife continually resorted to
Essec Powell's house to pour out her sorrows into the bosom of her
friend; but this I could not allow. To visit the house of my bitterest
enemy--to make a friend of his sister, was a glaring impropriety in a
clergyman's wife, and I cannot even now feel any compunction at having
put a stop to their intercourse--if, indeed, I succeeded in doing so.
A cold cloud seemed to have fallen between me and your mother; and as
for my brother, we scarcely spoke to each other at meals, and avoided
each other at all other times. Still Lewis stayed on, with that
puzzled look on his face, and still Agnes went through her daily duties
with a proud look and a constrained manner.
"Poor Betto looked anxiously from one to the other of us, and I kept my
still and silent watch. My heart was breaking with distrust of my
wife, and hatred of my brother; but I never spoke of my failing trust
in them both. I brooded upon it night and day, and my life became a
hell upon earth.
"One day in the early spring, about a month before you were born,
Caradoc, I had been to a funeral at the old church; and hearing of the
serious illness of a parishioner who lived on the high road to
Abersethin, I followed the path on the left side of the Berwen, and as
I neared the bridge which crosses the valley on the top, I suddenly
came upon Agnes, who was sitting on a boulder by the side of the brook,
and as I approached I saw her dry her eyes hurriedly. She rose from
her seat, and her colour came and went as she looked at me. I longed
to take her in my arms and press her to my heart, for she looked pale
and sorrowful."
An exclamation from Cardo interrupted him.
"It pains you, Caradoc--it pains me--it pained me then--it will pain me
as long as I have any being. I may be forgiven hereafter, but it
cannot cease to pain me.
"'Agnes,' I said, 'are you not straying very far from home?'
"'I came for a walk,' she answered; 'it is a lovely day!'
"'I did not know you could walk so far,' I said. 'Last evening when I
asked you to come down to the shore with me, you said it was too far!'
"'Yesterday, Meurig, I was feeling very ill; to-day I am better.'
"Her lip quivered a little, and she looked round uneasily, I thought.
"I said, 'I am going to see old Shon Gweydd, or I would walk back with
you; but perhaps you don't mind going alone.'
"'Oh, no, not at all,' she said, as she began her way back by the
Berwen.
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