So Nelly dined with them that day, and Charley took her down, and sat
between her and Laura, "behaving more jolly than ever he did before," so
Nelly vowed; while Laura could not but own to the quiet, staid,
gentlemanly tact with which he avoided all the past; and trembling and
hopeful, she watched him unseen the whole evening.
He did not, neither did she, seek a _tete-a-tete_; but at the first
opportunity Nelly dragged him aside in one of the drawing-rooms, under
the pretence of showing him pictures; and though Laura saw all, she did
not stir.
"That's pretty, ain't it?" said Nelly. "I sketched that." Then in a
low voice, "You like me, Charley, don't you?"
"Yes, very much, my child," said Charley quietly. "Do you want me to do
something for you?"
"No," said Nelly; "I only want to say something."
"Go on, then."
"You will not be cross?"
"No."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, yes, my child," said Charley sadly.
"It's about that I wanted to talk to you," said Nelly. "I don't like
seeing you so low and dumpy when you ought to be jolly and happy. You
know you are miserable about some one that I got to love very--very
much."
Charley was silent; but his breath came thick and fast.
"And do you know, I'm sure that, if she had been left alone she would
have been all that's wise and good and dear? May I go on?"
"Yes," said Charley, with quite a hiss.
"I thought you would like me to say anything, when you wouldn't hear it
from any one else. Do you know, Charley, you mustn't be miserable about
Miss B--any more? and if I wasn't going to have Hugh Lingon when I get
big--I mean old enough--I should ask you to let me love you, and try and
comfort you, and make you happy. I do love you very much now, you know,
but I mean the other way."
She was silent for a few moments, while he went on turning over the
pictures.
"Charley," she then said earnestly, "I don't think she has done right;
but whether she's been persuaded, or somebody's told stories about you.
Max goes to see her very often--nearly every day now--and she writes to
him lots of letters. O Charley, dear Charley!" she half sobbed, "what
have I done? Pray!--please don't look like that! I thought telling you
would make you leave off looking miserable, and ready to be happy again
when you knew you couldn't have her. But pray--pray don't look like
that!"
For the young man's ghastly face had frightened her, as he stood gazing
full in her eyes, crushing the while one of the drawings in his hand.
"How do you know that?" he whispered hoarsely.
"I heard Max tell Laury; and one day, when I went with her to his rooms,
there was a whole heap of little narrow envelopes directed to him, and
they were all in her handwriting. But please try and not fret, or I
shall be so--so unhappy."
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