"Mr Bray came to tell me of the illness of a very dear friend," said
Ella pitifully; "and now I come to ask your consent to absent myself for
a few days."
"Of course, I might have known that that was coming! Certainly not,
Miss Bedford! And until I have communicated with Mrs Brandon, I desire
you do not leave the house. What next, I wonder?"
"Mr Bray brought me letters. It is a matter of life and death!" said
Ella earnestly. "Surely, madam, in such a case you will not refuse me?"
"And pray who is it that is ill?" said Mrs Marter sneeringly.
Ella was silent. She could not have spoken then, in spite of every
effort, even to have saved her life.
"I can see through it all! I am not blind!" exclaimed Mrs Marter. "I
shall certainly not give my consent, Miss Bedford. It is a planned
affair, and I have been deceived. Now leave the room."
Ella would have spoken, but she felt that it would have been without
avail; and hurrying out, she once more sought her own chamber.
What did Mrs Marter mean? What was planned? Impossible! She had the
proof in those letters. And once more she read them with beating heart
before asking herself whether she would be doing right or wrong.
What had she promised? To meet Max Bray at four--to trust herself to
his guidance. What had she to fear? Surely scheming baseness could
never go so low! But it was absurd! She had those letters, and did she
not know the handwriting?
She examined her purse. The store was slender, but not so small as of
old. Then she prepared a few necessaries in a small travelling-bag
before referring again and again to the time, which seemed to lag slowly
by, as she pictured scene after scene of misery and death, till she
seated herself at a table, and rested her aching throbbing brow upon her
hands.
About two o'clock a message came from Mrs Marter to know why she did
not attend the young ladies' dinner; when, starting up, she descended,
matters of the present having quite escaped her in the rush of terrible
thoughts which swept through her brain.
She went through her duties mechanically, hurrying back as soon as she
possibly could to her room, and dressed for a journey; when standing,
bag in hand, ready, and waiting for the appointed hour, now very near at
hand, a strange nervous dread began to oppress her--a cold shivering
sense of evil, which made her hands feel damp and cold, and her lips
hot, parched, and dry.
Twenty times over she was about to tear off her things and give up, but
her hand seemed to go mechanically to her breast, when a touch of those
letters strengthened her resolve. She felt then that she must go--
something was drawing her that she could not resist. But again began
the shrinking, and each time to be struggled with till the dread was
beaten; and at last, waking from a wild, nervous, excited struggle
between strength and indecision, Ella found that the hour was long past,
and, bag in hand, she fled down the stairs.
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