Charley Vining's heart felt as if something were making it contract, as
if he were seized by some fearful spasm; for that ring--he would swear
it--that ring had once encircled Ella Bedford's finger, and had lain in
his palm. He had noticed it particularly, as he had longed to press his
lips to the hand it graced--no, that graced the little bauble. What did
it mean, then?--what was Nelly's news that she had to communicate? He
could have groaned aloud as his heart whispered that he was--not
supplanted--but that that empty-headed conceited dandy had been able to
carry off the prize he had so earnestly sought--that heartless boasting
fop, who esteemed a woman's purest best feelings as deeply as he did the
quality of his last box of cigars. It was plain enough the ring was a
gift, and had been replaced by another.
"I _am_ a fool--a romantic boy!" thought Charley to himself; "and there
is no such thing as genuine passion and feeling in this world; at least,
I am not discriminating enough to know it. Here have I been grasping at
the shadow when I could have possessed the substance. But, O!" he
mentally groaned, "how sweet was that shadow, and how bitter is the
substance!"
"Have I offended you, Charley?" said a deep soft voice at his ear--a
voice trembling with emotion; and starting back to the present, the
muser saw that Max had walked on some yards in advance with the girls,
and that, with his horse's bridle over his arm, he was standing by
Laura, whose hand was half raised, as if ready to be laid upon his arm,
while her great dark eyes, swimming with tenderness, were gazing
appealingly in his.
There was something new in Laura's manner, something he had not seen
before. She was quiet, subdued, and timid; there was a tremulousness in
her voice; and with the feelings that agitated him then swaying him from
side to side, it was with a strange sense of trouble that he turned to
her, half flinching as he did so.
"Have I hurt your feelings in some way?" she said, for he did not reply,
and her voice was lower and deeper. "You seem so changed, so different,
and it grieves me more than you can think."
It was very dangerous. There had been a sudden discovery coming
directly upon Nelly's announcement that she had something grievous to
impart. He had evidently been looked upon as a rude uncultivated boor,
and this London exquisite had been preferred before him. In his poor
country ignorance, he had been looking upon Ella Bedford's words as the
utterances of a saint, gazing at her every act through a _couleur de
rose_ medium, till now, when he was rudely awakened from his simple
love-dream; while, as if offering balm for the wound, here was a
passionate loving woman talking, nay, breathing to him in whispers her
tender reproaches for what she evidently looked upon as his neglect.
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