By the Light of the Soul: A NovelFreeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
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By the Light of the Soul: A Novel
Freeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
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She reflected how soon that man would be lying stiff and stark under
the wintry snows and the summer heats, and how nothing which might
trouble him now would matter. She reflected that, although she
herself was younger and had presumably longer to live, that the time
would inevitably come when even such unhappiness as weighed her down
this morning would not matter. She continued in the ineffectual track
which the snow-plough had made, with a certain pleasure in the
exertion. All Maria's heights of life, her mountain-summits which she
would agonize to reach, were spiritual. Labor in itself could never
daunt her. Always her spirit, the finer essence of her, would soar
butterfly-like above her toiling members.
It was a beautiful morning; the trees were heavily bent with snow,
which gave out lustres like jewels. The air had a very purity of life
in it. Maria inhaled the frosty, clear air, and regarded the trees as
one might have done who was taking a stimulant. She kept her mind
upon them, and would not think of George Ramsey. As she neared the
school-house, the first child who ran to meet her, stumbling through
the snow, was little Jessy Ramsey. Maria forced herself to meet
smilingly the upward, loving look of those blue Ramsey eyes. She bent
down and kissed Jessy, and the little thing danced at her side in a
rapture.
"They be awful warm, my close, teacher," said she.
"My clothes are very warm, teacher," corrected Maria, gravely.
"My clothes are very warm, teacher," said Jessy, obediently.
Maria caught the child up in her arms (she was a tiny, half-fed
little thing), and kissed her again. Somehow she got a measure of
comfort from it. After all, love was love, in whatever guise it came,
and this was an innocent love which she could admit with no question.
"That's a good little girl, dear," she said, and set Jessy down.
Chapter XXIV
Maria did not go home for the Christmas holidays. She was very
anxious to do so, but she received a letter from Ida Edgham which
made her resolve to remain where she was.
"We should be so very glad to have you come home for the holidays,
dear," wrote Ida, "but of course we know how long the journey is, and
how little you are earning, and we are all well. Your father seems
quite well, and so we shall send you some little remembrance, and try
to console ourselves as best we can for your absence."
Maria read the letter to her aunt Maria.
"You won't go one step?" said Aunt Maria, interrogatively.
"No," said Maria. She was quite white. Nobody knew how she had longed
to see her father and little Evelyn, and she had planned to go, and
take Aunt Maria with her, defraying the expenses out of her scanty
earnings.
"I wouldn't go if you were to offer me a thousand dollars," said Aunt
Maria.
"I would not, either," responded Maria. She opened the stove door and
thrust the letter in, and watched it burn.
"How your father ever came to marry that woman--" said Aunt Maria.
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