Then, as Sergius laughingly said, he had a father confessor on the
premises. Yet to-night he had bidden his porter to tell a lie in order
to keep his father confessor out. The lie had been vain. Sergius led the
way morosely into his drawing-room, and turned on the light. Anthony
walked up to the fire, and stretched his tall athletic figure in its
long ebon coat. His firm throat rose out of a jam-pot collar, but his
thin, strongly-marked face rather suggested an intellectual Hercules
than a Mayfair parson, and neither his voice nor his manner was tinged
with what so many people consider the true clericalism.
For all that he was a splendid curate, as his rector very well knew.
Now he stood by the fire for a minute in silence, while Sergius moved
uneasily about the room. Presently Anthony turned round.
"It's beastly wet," he said in a melodious ringing voice. "The black dog
is on me to-night, Sergius."
"Oh!"
"You don't want to go out, really," Anthony continued, looking narrowly
at his friend's curiously rigid face.
"Yes, I do."
"Not to Curzon Street. They've filled up your place. I told Venables to
ask Hugh Graham. I knew he was disengaged to-night. Besides--you're
seedy."
Sergius frowned.
"I'm all right again now," he said coldly, "and I particularly wished to
go. You needn't have been so deuced anxious to make the number right."
"Well, it's done now. And I can't say I'm sorry, because I want to have
a talk with you. I say, Serge, take off those lavender gloves, pull off
your coat, let's send out for some dinner, and have a comfortable
evening together in here. I've had a hard day's work, and I want a
rest."
"I must go out presently."
"After dinner then."
"Before ten o'clock."
"Say eleven."
"No--that's too late."
A violent, though fleeting expression of anxiety crossed Endover's face.
Then, with a smile, he said:--
"All right. Shall I ring the bell and order some dinner to be sent in
from Galton's?"
"If you like. I'm not hungry."
"I am."
Anthony summoned the servant and gave the order. Then he turned again to
Sergius.
"Here, I'll help you off with your coat," he said.
But Sergius moved away.
"No thanks, I'll do it. There are some cigarettes on the mantelpiece."
Anthony went to get one. As he was taking it, he looked into the
mirror over the fireplace, and saw Sergius--while removing his
overcoat--transfer something from it to the left breast pocket of his
evening coat.
He wanted still to feel his heart beat against that tiny weapon, still
to hear--with each pulse of his own heart--the silence, not yet alive,
but so soon to be alive, of that other heart.
And, as Anthony glanced into the mirror, he said to himself, "I was
right!"
He withdrew his eyes from the glass and lit his cigarette. Sergius
joined him.
"I'm in the blues to-night," Anthony said, puffing at his cigarette.
"Are you?"
"Yes--been down in the East End. The misery there is ghastly."
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