The big hand of the clock had left the half-hour after ten behind him.
Anthony breathed more freely. At last he could be more explicit, more
unreserved. He thought of a train rushing through the night, devouring
the spaces of land that lie between London and the sea that speaks,
moaning, to the South of England. He saw a ship glide out from the
dreary docks. Her lights gleamed. He heard the bell struck and the harsh
cry of the sailors, and then the dim sigh of a coward who had escaped
what he had merited. Then he heard Sergius laugh.
"That again, Anthony!"
"Yes. I didn't meet Vernon by chance at all."
"What? You wrote to him, you fixed a meeting?"
"I went to Phillimore Place, to his house."
Sergius said nothing. Strange furrows ploughed themselves in his young
face, which was growing dusky white. He remained in the attitude of one
devoted entirely to listening.
"You hear, Sergius?"
"Go on--when?"
"To-day. I decided to go after I met you yesterday night--and after I
had seen that woman die--unprepared."
"What could she have to do with it?"
"Much. Everything almost."
Anthony got up now, almost sprang up from his chair. His face was
glowing and working with emotion. There was a choking sensation in his
throat.
"You don't know what it is," he said hoarsely, "to a man with--with
strong religious belief to see a human being's soul go out to blackness,
to punishment--perhaps to punishment that will never end. It's
abominable. It's unbearable. That woman will haunt me. Her despair will
be with me always. I could not add to that horror."
His eyes once more sought the clock. Seeing the hour, he turned, with a
kind of liberating relief, to Sergius.
"I couldn't add to it," he exclaimed, almost fiercely, "so I went to
Vernon."
"Why?"
"Sergius--to warn him."
There was a dead silence. Even the rain was hushed against the window.
Then Sergius said, in a voice that was cold as the sound of falling
water in winter:--
"I don't understand."
"Because you won't understand how I have learnt to know you, Sergius, to
understand you, to read your soul."
"Mine too?"
"Yes; I've felt this awful blow that's come upon you--the loss of Olga,
her ruin--as if I myself were you. We haven't said much about it till
yesterday. Then, from the way you spoke, from the way you looked, from
what you said, even what you wouldn't say, I guessed all that was in
your heart."
"You guessed all that?"
Sergius was looking directly at Anthony and leaning against the
mantelpiece, along which he stretched one arm. His fingers closed and
unclosed, with a mechanical and rhythmical movement, round a china
figure. The motion looked as if it were made in obedience to some
fiercely monotonous music.
"Yes, more--I knew it."
Sergius nodded.
"I see," he said.
Anthony touched his arm, almost with an awe-struck gesture.
"I knew then that you--that you intended to kill Vernon. And--God
forgive me!--at first I was almost glad."
"Well--go on!"
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