"You English are so prosaic," she exclaimed. "Any Frenchman would have
understood."
"What?"
"That we were paying you a compliment."
"Perhaps I did understand it, and preferred not to show my
comprehension; there is such a thing as modesty!"
"There is--such a thing as false modesty!"
"Exactly," remarked Lady Betty.
"I will accept your compliment gladly," said Bellairs, looking at Lady
Betty.
"Mine?" asked Clarice Leroux.
"Yes," Bellairs replied.
The consciousness that he cared very much more for such a pretty meaning
in Lady Betty than in Clarice Leroux led him then, for the first time,
to that Garden Gate. He looked at Lady Betty again with a new feeling.
She returned his gaze quietly. Then he turned his eyes to those of
Clarice. Hers were fixed upon him with a curious violence. He had a
momentary sensation, literally for the first time, that these two women
after all, had not one soul, one heart, between them. They did not feel
quite simultaneously. Lady Betty was always a step behind Clarice. Yes,
that was the difference between them. However quickly the echo follows
the voice that summons it, yet it must always follow. Would Lady Betty
never cease to follow? Bellairs found himself wondering eagerly, for
that afternoon a strange certainty came to him. He knew, in a flash,
that Clarice, if she did not already love him, was on the verge of
loving him. He knew now that he loved Lady Betty. But she didn't love
him yet, was not even quite close to loving him. Had she been in Egypt
alone, divorced from Clarice, Bellairs believed that he would not have
attracted her. He attracted her through Clarice, because he attracted
Clarice. Could he make her love him in the same way? It would be a
curious, subtle experiment to try to win one woman's heart by winning
another's: Bellairs silently decided to make it. All the rest of that
afternoon he talked to Clarice, showing to her the new self that Egypt
had given him, the poetry which had ousted the prose inherited from a
long line of ancestors, the sentiment of which he was no longer ashamed
now he felt it to be a weapon with which he might win two hearts, the
heart that contained another heart, as one conjurer's box contains a
hundred others.
* * * * *
"I knew it when I first saw you," Clarice said. "Directly I looked at
you that evening on the bank I knew it."
"How strange," Bellairs answered.
"And you--did you know it when you heard me playing?"
"That mazurka! Remember I am a man."
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