"That's what I want to ask you. What has come over Betty? Is she ill?"
"Betty! Has anything come over her?"
Bellairs tapped his fingers impatiently on the table.
"Don't tell me you haven't noticed the change," he said. "Forgive me for
saying that I couldn't believe it if you did."
"In that case I won't trouble myself to say it."
"Ah--you have! Then what's the matter? Tell me."
"Hush, don't speak so loud or the sailors will hear you, and Abdul
understands English. I did not say I knew the reason of this change."
"You must. You are Betty's other self, or rather she is--was--yours."
"Was! Do you mean that she is not now?"
"Remember, she loves me."
"Oh, and that makes a difference?"
"Surely!"
"You have observed it?"
Bellairs hesitated. He scarcely knew whether to reply in the affirmative
or the negative. He resolved upon a compromise.
"There has hardly been time yet," he said; "naturally, I expect that
Betty will place me before every one else."
Mdlle. Leroux's eyes flashed under the hanging lamp.
"What we expect is not always what we get," she said significantly.
Bellairs flushed. He understood that she was alluding to his treatment
of her, but he preferred to ignore it, and went on:--
"Is Betty ill to-night?"
"Not at all."
"Then what on earth is the matter? I ask you for a plain answer. I think
I deserve so much."
"Men are always so deserving," she said with bitterness.
"And women are always so exacting," he retorted. "But please answer my
question."
"I will first ask you another. If you reply frankly to me, I will reply
frankly to you."
She leaned her elbows on the table, supporting her face on the palms of
her upturned hands, and looked into his eyes.
"Ask me," said Bellairs eagerly; "I'll do anything if you'll only
explain Betty to me."
"Why did you try to make me love you? Why did you make love to me?"
Bellairs pushed back his chair and there was an awkward silence.
Clarice's question was very unexpected and very difficult to answer.
"Well?" she said, still with her eyes on his.
"Is it any good our discussing this?" he replied at length. "It meant
nothing to you. It is over."
"How do you know it meant nothing to me?"
"You have shown that by your conduct. You care nothing. I am indifferent
to you."
"No, not indifferent, not at all."
"What? You can't mean--no, it is absurd!"
"What is absurd?"
"You can't--you don't mean that you really have any feeling for me?"
"I do mean it!"
Bellairs felt very uncomfortable. He scarcely knew what to do or say. He
fidgeted on his chair almost like a boy caught in a dishonest act.
"We had really better not talk about it," he said.
"Very well." Clarice reached out her hand for her pen and drew the
blotting-pad towards her.
"But Betty?" said Bellairs uneasily.
"You have not answered my question. I shall not answer yours." She
dipped her pen in the ink and prepared to go on with her letter.
Bellairs grew desperate.
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