Byron, George Gordon Byron, Baron, 1788-1824 -- Last years; Poets, English -- 19th century -- Biography
'The man who is exiled by a faction has the consolation of thinking
that he is a martyr; he is upheld by hope and the dignity of his
cause, real or imaginary: he who withdraws from the pressure of debt
may indulge in the thought that time and prudence will retrieve his
circumstances: he who is condemned by the law has a term to his
banishment, or a dream of its abbreviation; or, it may be, the
knowledge or the belief of some injustice of the law, or of its
administration in his own particular: but he who is outlawed by
general opinion, without the intervention of hostile politics,
illegal judgment, or embarrassed circumstances, whether he be innocent
or guilty, must undergo all the bitterness of exile, without hope,
without pride, without alleviation. This case was mine. Upon what
grounds the public founded their opinion, I am not aware; but it was
general, and it was decisive. Of me or of mine they knew little,
except that I had written what is called poetry, was a nobleman, had
married, become a father, and was involved in differences with my wife
and her relatives, no one knew why, because the persons complaining
refused to state their grievances. The fashionable world was divided
into parties, mine consisting of a very small minority: the reasonable
world was naturally on the stronger side, which happened to be the
lady's, as was most proper and polite. The press was active and
scurrilous; and such was the rage of the day, that the unfortunate
publication of two copies of verses, rather complimentary than
otherwise to the subjects of both, was tortured into a species of
crime, or constructive petty treason. I was accused of every monstrous
vice by public rumour and private rancour; my name, which had been a
knightly or a noble one since my fathers helped to conquer the kingdom
for William the Norman, was tainted. I felt that, if what was
whispered, and muttered, and murmured, was true, I was unfit for
England; if false, England was unfit for me. I withdrew; but this was
not enough. In other countries, in Switzerland, in the shadow of the
Alps, and by the blue depths of the lakes, I was pursued and breathed
upon by the same blight. I crossed the mountains, but it was the same:
so I went a little farther, and settled myself by the waves of the
Adriatic, like the stag at bay, who betakes him to the waters.... I
have heard of, and believe, that there are human beings so constituted
as to be insensible to injuries; but I believe that the best mode to
avoid taking vengeance is to get out of the way of temptation. I do
not in this allude to the party, who might be right or wrong; but to
many who made her cause the pretext of their own bitterness. She,
indeed, must have long avenged me in her own feelings, for whatever
her reasons may have been (and she never adduced them, to me at
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