Love stories; Political fiction; Southern States -- Fiction
Diana thought her mad. She drew away from her again, and this time
with instinctive repugnance, yet she was pitiful. This was evidently
a delusion; the woman was insane and to be pitied and dealt with
compassionately.
“You are mistaken, Mrs. Fenwick,” she said gently; “my mother is dead.”
“I tell you that I am your mother!” cried Letty, with sudden passion.
“Your mother never died; she was wicked, she ran away from your father
and from you with another man. I am that wretched woman, Diana; forgive
me!”
“I think you are quite mad,” said Diana coldly; “I am sure you are.”
“Good God, she will not believe me!” Letty exclaimed; “how wonderful
the web of deception must have been; I did not know before that David
Royall was a liar!”
“Silence!” Diana towered. “Do not dare to say one word against my
father here!” she commanded.
“Ah, it was for this he wrought so well!” said Mrs. Fenwick bitterly,
“to shut out the sinner. Diana, forgive me, look at me; is there no
likeness in my face to my own picture? There was a large one of me in
my first youth. Don’t you know me?”
Diana was very pale. “There is no picture of my mother,” she said
deliberately, “and I do not believe you are my mother.”
Letty Fenwick looked at her despairingly. She had come with the mad
impulse of affection, long pent up in her warped and passionate
heart; she had wanted her daughter, and she had never dreamed that
her daughter would not want her. That, instead, the girl’s outraged
feelings would leap up in defense of the deserted father; that, never
having known a living mother, her mind had created an image at once
beautiful and noble, and that this revelation shocked every instinct of
her nature. The older woman was vividly aware of the girl’s instinctive
aversion, of her reluctance to acknowledge her dawning conviction, and
in that very reluctance Letty read her own exile and defeat. She was,
indeed, dead. Colonel Royall’s curious way of guarding her secret from
her daughter had absolutely estranged her forever. He had accomplished
through forbearance and love what he could never have accomplished
through passion and revenge; she was forever dead to her own child.
This, then, was the punishment. She stood looking at Diana in a kind of
dull despair.
“You are very beautiful,” she said, “more beautiful than I was at
your age, Diana, and I thank Heaven that you will not be like me. You
are stronger, braver, less foolish. I was both foolish and wicked; I
deserted you, but, oh, my child, I suffered for it! And I am asking
for so little now,--your love, that I may see you sometimes, your
forgiveness!”
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