Love stories; Political fiction; Southern States -- Fiction
She made a little involuntary movement, as if she wanted to go to him,
for she pitied him all at once, with the same sweep of emotion that
she had once abhorred him, loving another man. “I have wanted it for
twenty years,” she said, and then added impulsively: “I did not half
understand how much you loved me--until I heard how you had hidden
it all from Diana. At first I was angry, I thought you did it to
estrange her from the thought of her mother. Then I realized that you
were covering my disgrace, and--and it has broken down my pride!” She
stopped with a little sob. “David, will you forgive me?”
“I forgave you twenty years ago, Letitia,” he replied; “you are Diana’s
mother.”
The woman looked at him longingly. “She has been--she is much to you?”
“She is all I have,” said Colonel Royall.
The shamed tears welled up in her splendid eyes, her lip trembled like
a child’s. “I have nothing!” she sobbed wildly; “I am bankrupt!” and
she dropped her head on her hands.
He looked over at her with compassion, once he passed his hand lightly
across his eyes. He felt the absolute restraint that comes to one whose
love has been lightly prized; he was nothing to her, it was not for
him to comfort her, while Letitia, cowering in her chair, thought him
cold-hearted, unforgiving, a proud Royall to the core. Thus are we
misinterpreted by those who love us not.
“She cares nothing for me!” she sobbed, “you have taught her to love a
dead woman!”
“I would gladly have taught her to love her mother,” the colonel said
quietly, “but how could I begin the lesson? By telling her that you had
deserted her?”
She rose at that and stood looking at him, through her tears. “You have
had your revenge!” she said wildly, “you have had it a thousand times
over in that one reproach.”
“Letitia,” he said gently, “I never desired revenge. I would have
chastised the man who injured me and dishonored you, if I could have
done it without dragging your name before the world. Other revenge I
never sought.”
“You have it!” she cried again bitterly, “you have it; Diana despises
me, I read it in her clear eyes. You have brought her up to hate her
mother’s sin, so that when she knew it she would hate her mother.”
The fine old hands tightened convulsively on the carved arms of his
chair. “Would you have had me bring her up to condone such sins?” he
asked her sternly, his blue eyes kindling.
The shaft went home; its truth bit into her sore heart. “No,” she
breathed, hiding her face in her hands, shaking from head to foot.
There was a long silence and then her voice. “I can bear no more!”
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