France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
I was unnerved and irritated.... What did it matter to me, after all?
Did the life of this woman concern me, was it related to me in any
way?... Was it my business to interest myself in the fate of women
whom chance threw in my path?... I don't care what she is, this Mlle.
Juliette Roux!... She is neither my sister nor my fiançée, nor my
friend; there is not a single bond of kinship between us.... If I had
seen her yesterday walking on the street, like one of the thousands of
persons whom one brushes against every day and who pass on and vanish,
she would have already been drawn into the vortex of oblivion and never
again would I be likely to see her.
"Maybe Lirat is mistaken?" I repeated, while breakfasting. I knew his
exaggerations, his passion for ridicule, his horror of and contempt for
woman. What he said of Juliette he was saying of all other women. Who
knows,--perhaps this comedian, this croupier, all the details of this
ignominious affair in the exposure of which his spiteful spirit found
gratification, existed only in his imagination? And Charles Malterre?
Undoubtedly I should have preferred to see her married. I should have
been pleased to see her leaning openly on the arm of a man, respected,
envied by the most honest! But she loved this Malterre, she lived
decently with him, she was devoted to him: "Charles will be sorry to
learn of your refusal." The almost entreating voice in which she said
those words was still in my ears. This means that she was mindful of
the things that might or might not please Malterre.
And at the thought that Lirat, in making improper use of a false
situation, was calumniating her in an odious manner, my heart grew
heavy, a feeling of great pity swept over me and I caught myself saying
aloud: "Poor girl!" Still this Malterre had been writhing on the
lounge, he had cried, he had laid bare his heart to Lirat, had shown
him her letters. Well, what of it? What have I to do with this woman?
Let her have all the singers, all the croupiers, all the wrestlers she
wants! To hell with her! And I went out humming a gay air, with the
free bearing of a gentleman whose spirit is not in the least troubled
by anything. And why should it be, I ask you?...
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