France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"Come in!" the voice repeated.
I turned the door knob.
"Ah! Is that you, Mintié," Lirat exclaimed. "Come on in."
Lirat was seated at his table, writing a letter.
"May I finish this?" he said to me. "Just two more minutes and I'll be
through."
He resumed writing. It was a relief not to feel upon myself the chill
of his look. I took advantage of the fact that his back was turned to
unburden my soul to him.
"I have not seen you for such a long time, my good Lirat."
"Why, yes, my dear Mintié!"
"I have moved."
"Ah, is that so!"
"I live on the Rue de Balzac."
"Nice place!"
I was suffocating.... I made a supreme effort to gather all my strength
... but by a strange aberration I thought I would succeed better by
adopting a flippant method of approach. Upon my word of honor! I
railed, yes, railed at myself.
"I have come to tell you some news which will amuse you.... Ha!...
Ha! ... which will amuse you ... I am sure ... I ... I ... live with
Juliette. ... Ha! ... Ha! ... with Juliette Roux ... Juliette, you
know.... Ha! Ha!"
"Congratulations!" He uttered this word "congratulations" in a
perfectly calm, indifferent voice.... Was it possible! No hiss, no
anger, no jumping at me!... Just "Congratulations!...." As one might
say: "how do you expect that to interest me?" And his back bent over
the table remained motionless without straightening up, without
stirring!... His pen did not slip from his hand; he continued to write!
What I told him just now he had known long ago.... But to hear it out
of my own mouth!... I was stupefied--and shall I confess it?--I was
wounded by the fact that the matter did not seem to affect him at
all!... Lirat rose and rubbing his hands:
"Well! what's new?" he asked.
I could not stand it any longer. I rushed toward him with tears in my
eyes.
"Listen to me," I shouted sobbing. "Lirat, for God's sake, listen to
me.... I did not act fairly toward you.... I know it ... and I ask your
forgiveness.... I should have told you all.... But I did not have the
courage to.... You frighten me.... And then ... you remember Juliette,
the one you told me about, right here ... you remember ... she is the
one who kept me from doing that.... Do you understand?"
"My dear Mintié," interrupted Lirat, "I did not want you to tell me
anything. I am neither your father nor your confessor. Do what you
please, that does not concern me in the least."
I became excited.
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