England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Young women -- England -- Fiction
Her own then fell, in tender commiseration, and it was with extreme
repugnance she compelled herself to take such measures as she thought
her duty required. She sealed the two letters in an empty cover, and
having directed them to Mr. Bellamy, summoned Molly Mill, and told her
to convey them to the gentleman, and positively acquaint him she must
receive no more, and that those which were returned had never been read.
She bid her, however, add, that she should always wish for his
happiness, and be grateful for his kind partiality; though she earnestly
conjured him to vanquish a regard which she did not deserve, and must
never return.
Molly Mill would fain have remonstrated; but Eugenia, with that firmness
which, even in the first youth, accompanies a consciousness of
preferring duty to inclination, silenced, and sent her off.
Relieved for herself, now the struggle was over, she secretly rejoiced
that it was not for Melmond she had so hard a part to act: and this
idea, while it rendered Bellamy less an object of regret, diminished
also something of her pity for his conflict, by reminding her of the
success which had attended her own similar exertions.
But when Molly returned, her distress was renewed: she brought her these
words, written with a pencil upon the back of her own cover:
'I do not dare, cruellest of your sex, to write you another letter;
but if you would save me from the abyss of destruction, you will
let me hear my final doom from your own mouth. I ask nothing more!
Ah! walk but one moment in the park, near the pales; deny not your
miserable adorer this last single request, and he will fly this
fatal climate which has swallowed up his repose for ever! But, till
then, here he will stay, and never quit the spot whence he sends
you these lines, till you have deigned to pronounce verbally his
doom, though he should famish for want of food!
ALPHONSO BELLAMY.'
Eugenia read this with horrour and compassion. She imagined he perhaps
thought her confined, and would therefore believe no answer that did not
issue immediately from her own lips. She sent Molly to him again with
the same message; but Molly returned with a yet worse account of his
desperation, and a strong assurance, that if she would only utter to him
a single word, he would obey, depart, and live upon it the rest of his
life.
This completely softened her. Rather than imperiously suffer such a
pattern of respectful constancy to perish, she consented to speak her
own negative. But fearing she might be moved to some sympathy by his
grief, she resolved to be accompanied by Camilla, and deferred,
therefore, the interview till the next day.
Molly brought back his humble acknowledgments for this concession, and
an account that, at last, slowly and sadly, he had ridden away.
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