Courtesans -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Love stories; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Tuberculosis -- Patients -- Fiction
“My child, do not take what I have to say to you amiss; only remember
that there are sometimes in life cruel necessities for the heart, but
that they must be submitted to. You are good, your soul has generosity
unknown to many women who perhaps despise you, and are less worthy than
you. But remember that there is not only the mistress, but the family;
that besides love there are duties; that to the age of passion succeeds
the age when man, if he is to be respected, must plant himself solidly
in a serious position. My son has no fortune, and yet he is ready to
abandon to you the legacy of his mother. If he accepted from you the
sacrifice which you are on the point of making, his honour and dignity
would require him to give you, in exchange for it, this income, which
would always put you out of danger of adversity. But he can not accept
this sacrifice, because the world, which does not know you, would give
a wrong interpretation to this acceptance, and such an interpretation
must not tarnish the name which we bear. No one would consider whether
Armand loves you, whether you love him, whether this mutual love means
happiness to him and redemption to you; they would see only one thing,
that Armand Duval allowed a kept woman (forgive me, my child, for what
I am forced to say to you) to sell all she had for him. Then the day of
reproaches and regrets would arrive, be sure, for you or for others,
and you would both bear a chain that you could not sever. What would
you do then? Your youth would be lost, my son’s future destroyed; and
I, his father, should receive from only one of my children the
recompense that I look for from both.
“You are young, beautiful, life will console you; you are noble, and
the memory of a good deed will redeem you from many past deeds. During
the six months that he has known you Armand has forgotten me. I wrote
to him four times, and he has never once replied. I might have died and
he not known it!
“Whatever may be your resolution of living otherwise than as you have
lived, Armand, who loves you, will never consent to the seclusion to
which his modest fortune would condemn you, and to which your beauty
does not entitle you. Who knows what he would do then! He has gambled,
I know; without telling you of it, I know also, but, in a moment of
madness, he might have lost part of what I have saved, during many
years, for my daughter’s portion, for him, and for the repose of my old
age. What might have happened may yet happen.
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