Courtesans -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Love stories; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Tuberculosis -- Patients -- Fiction
“Come in boldly, father,” I said to him.
He stayed a very short time in the room, and when he came out he said
to me:
“She lived a sinner, and she will die a Christian.”
A few minutes afterward he returned with a choir boy bearing a
crucifix, and a sacristan who went before them ringing the bell to
announce that God was coming to the dying one.
They went all three into the bed-room where so many strange words have
been said, but was now a sort of holy tabernacle.
I fell on my knees. I do not know how long the impression of what I saw
will last, but I do not think that, till my turn comes, any human thing
can make so deep an impression on me.
The priest anointed with holy oil the feet and hands and forehead of
the dying woman, repeated a short prayer, and Marguerite was ready to
set out for the heaven to which I doubt not she will go, if God has
seen the ordeal of her life and the sanctity of her death.
Since then she has not said a word or made a movement. Twenty times I
should have thought her dead if I had not heard her breathing
painfully.
February 20, 5 P.M.
All is over.
Marguerite fell into her last agony at about two o’clock. Never did a
martyr suffer such torture, to judge by the cries she uttered. Two or
three times she sat upright in the bed, as if she would hold on to her
life, which was escaping toward God.
Two or three times also she said your name; then all was silent, and
she fell back on the bed exhausted. Silent tears flowed from her eyes,
and she was dead.
Then I went up to her; I called her, and as she did not answer I closed
her eyes and kissed her on the forehead.
Poor, dear Marguerite, I wish I were a holy woman that my kiss might
recommend you to God.
Then I dressed her as she had asked me to do. I went to find a priest
at Saint Roch, I burned two candles for her, and I prayed in the church
for an hour.
I gave the money she left to the poor.
I do not know much about religion, but I think that God will know that
my tears were genuine, my prayers fervent, my alms-giving sincere, and
that he will have pity on her who, dying young and beautiful, has only
had me to close her eyes and put her in her shroud.
February 22.
The burial took place to-day. Many of Marguerite’s friends came to the
church. Some of them wept with sincerity. When the funeral started on
the way to Montmartre only two men followed it: the Comte de G., who
came from London on purpose, and the duke, who was supported by two
footmen.
I write you these details from her house, in the midst of my tears and
under the lamp which burns sadly beside a dinner which I can not touch,
as you can imagine, but which Nanine has got for me, for I have eaten
nothing for twenty-four hours.
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