“Poor old man!” he said aloud, as he trudged along homeward. “I will
return to-morrow and bear him on my back to my own dwelling, where I can
care for him. Doubtless it is for this that Hastur has reared me all
these many years, and gives me health and strength.”
As he spoke, the maiden, clad in glittering garments, met him in the path
with a smile that took away his breath.
“I am come again,” she said, “to dwell with thee if thou wilt now have
me, for none else will. Thou mayest have learned wisdom, and art willing
to take me as I am, nor care to know.”
Haïta threw himself at her feet. “Beautiful being,” he cried, “if thou
wilt but deign to accept all the devotion of my heart and soul—after
Hastur be served—it is thine forever. But, alas! thou art capricious and
wayward. Before to-morrow’s sun I may lose thee again. Promise, I
beseech thee, that however in my ignorance I may offend, thou wilt
forgive and remain always with me.”
Scarcely had he finished speaking when a troop of bears came out of the
hills, racing toward him with crimson mouths and fiery eyes. The maiden
again vanished, and he turned and fled for his life. Nor did he stop
until he was in the cot of the holy hermit, whence he had set out.
Hastily barring the door against the bears he cast himself upon the
ground and wept.
“My son,” said the hermit from his couch of straw, freshly gathered that
morning by Haïta’s hands, “it is not like thee to weep for bears—tell me
what sorrow hath befallen thee, that age may minister to the hurts of
youth with such balms as it hath of its wisdom.”
Haïta told him all: how thrice he had met the radiant maid, and thrice
she had left him forlorn. He related minutely all that had passed
between them, omitting no word of what had been said.
When he had ended, the holy hermit was a moment silent, then said: “My
son, I have attended to thy story, and I know the maiden. I have myself
seen her, as have many. Know, then, that her name, which she would not
even permit thee to inquire, is Happiness. Thou saidst the truth to her,
that she is capricious for she imposeth conditions that man cannot
fulfill, and delinquency is punished by desertion. She cometh only when
unsought, and will not be questioned. One manifestation of curiosity,
one sign of doubt, one expression of misgiving, and she is away! How
long didst thou have her at any time before she fled?”
“Only a single instant,” answered Haïta, blushing with shame at the
confession. “Each time I drove her away in one moment.”
“Unfortunate youth!” said the holy hermit, “but for thine indiscretion
thou mightst have had her for two.”
AN INHABITANT OF CARCOSA
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