The man repeated the names slowly and distinctly, as if to fix them in
the memories of his audience, every member of which was now attentively
observing him, but with a slackened apprehension regarding his possible
companions somewhere in the darkness that seemed to enclose us like a
black wall; in the manner of this volunteer historian was no suggestion
of an unfriendly purpose. His act was rather that of a harmless lunatic
than an enemy. We were not so new to the country as not to know that the
solitary life of many a plainsman had a tendency to develop
eccentricities of conduct and character not always easily distinguishable
from mental aberration. A man is like a tree: in a forest of his fellows
he will grow as straight as his generic and individual nature permits;
alone in the open, he yields to the deforming stresses and tortions that
environ him. Some such thoughts were in my mind as I watched the man
from the shadow of my hat, pulled low to shut out the firelight. A
witless fellow, no doubt, but what could he be doing there in the heart
of a desert?
Having undertaken to tell this story, I wish that I could describe the
man’s appearance; that would be a natural thing to do. Unfortunately,
and somewhat strangely, I find myself unable to do so with any degree of
confidence, for afterward no two of us agreed as to what he wore and how
he looked; and when I try to set down my own impressions they elude me.
Anyone can tell some kind of story; narration is one of the elemental
powers of the race. But the talent for description is a gift.
Nobody having broken silence the visitor went on to say:
“This country was not then what it is now. There was not a ranch between
the Gila and the Gulf. There was a little game here and there in the
mountains, and near the infrequent water-holes grass enough to keep our
animals from starvation. If we should be so fortunate as to encounter no
Indians we might get through. But within a week the purpose of the
expedition had altered from discovery of wealth to preservation of life.
We had gone too far to go back, for what was ahead could be no worse than
what was behind; so we pushed on, riding by night to avoid Indians and
the intolerable heat, and concealing ourselves by day as best we could.
Sometimes, having exhausted our supply of wild meat and emptied our
casks, we were days without food or drink; then a water-hole or a shallow
pool in the bottom of an _arroyo_ so restored our strength and sanity
that we were able to shoot some of the wild animals that sought it also.
Sometimes it was a bear, sometimes an antelope, a coyote, a cougar—that
was as God pleased; all were food.
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