“One morning as I was leaving my lodging I observed a young girl entering
the adjoining garden on the left. It was a warm day in June, and she was
lightly gowned in white. From her shoulders hung a broad straw hat
profusely decorated with flowers and wonderfully beribboned in the
fashion of the time. My attention was not long held by the exquisite
simplicity of her costume, for no one could look at her face and think of
anything earthly. Do not fear; I shall not profane it by description; it
was beautiful exceedingly. All that I had ever seen or dreamed of
loveliness was in that matchless living picture by the hand of the Divine
Artist. So deeply did it move me that, without a thought of the
impropriety of the act, I unconsciously bared my head, as a devout
Catholic or well-bred Protestant uncovers before an image of the Blessed
Virgin. The maiden showed no displeasure; she merely turned her glorious
dark eyes upon me with a look that made me catch my breath, and without
other recognition of my act passed into the house. For a moment I stood
motionless, hat in hand, painfully conscious of my rudeness, yet so
dominated by the emotion inspired by that vision of incomparable beauty
that my penitence was less poignant than it should have been. Then I
went my way, leaving my heart behind. In the natural course of things I
should probably have remained away until nightfall, but by the middle of
the afternoon I was back in the little garden, affecting an interest in
the few foolish flowers that I had never before observed. My hope was
vain; she did not appear.
“To a night of unrest succeeded a day of expectation and disappointment,
but on the day after, as I wandered aimlessly about the neighborhood, I
met her. Of course I did not repeat my folly of uncovering, nor venture
by even so much as too long a look to manifest an interest in her; yet my
heart was beating audibly. I trembled and consciously colored as she
turned her big black eyes upon me with a look of obvious recognition
entirely devoid of boldness or coquetry.
“I will not weary you with particulars; many times afterward I met the
maiden, yet never either addressed her or sought to fix her attention.
Nor did I take any action toward making her acquaintance. Perhaps my
forbearance, requiring so supreme an effort of self-denial, will not be
entirely clear to you. That I was heels over head in love is true, but
who can overcome his habit of thought, or reconstruct his character?
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