France -- History -- Louis XIII, 1610-1643 -- Fiction
“You have hurt me sadly, my friend!” said Isabelle at last, with a
deep-drawn sigh. “I had such perfect confidence in your delicacy and
respect. The frank, unreserved avowal of my love for you ought to have
been enough, and have shown you clearly, by its very openness, that I
trusted you entirely. I believed that you would understand me and let
me love you in my own way, without troubling my tenderness for you by
vulgar transports. Now, you have robbed me of my feeling of security. I
do not doubt your words, but I shall no longer dare to yield to the
impulses of my own heart. And yet it was so sweet to me to be with you,
to watch you, to listen to your dear voice, and to follow the course of
your thoughts as I saw them written in your eyes. I wished to share
your troubles and anxieties, de Sigognac, leaving your pleasures to
others. I said to myself, among all these coarse, dissolute, presuming
men that hover about us, there is one who is different—one who believes
in purity, and knows how to respect it in the woman he honours with his
love. I dared to indulge in a sweet dream—even I, Isabelle the actress,
pursued as I am constantly by a gallantry that is odious to me—I dared
to indulge in the too sweet dream of enjoying with you a pure mutual
love. I only asked to be your faithful companion, to cheer and comfort
you in your struggles with an adverse fate until you had reached the
beginning of happiness and prosperity, and then to retire into
obscurity again, when you had plenty of new friends and followers, and
no longer needed me. You see that I was not very exacting.”
“Isabelle, my adored Isabelle,” cried de Sigognac, “every word that you
speak makes me reproach myself more and more keenly for my fault, and
the pain I have given you. Rest assured, my own darling, that you have
nothing further to fear from me. I am not worthy to kiss the traces of
your footprints in the dust; but yet, I pray you, listen to me! Perhaps
you do not fully understand all my thoughts and intentions, and will
forgive me when you do. I have nothing but my name, which is as pure
and spotless as your sweet self, and I offer it to you, my own beloved
Isabelle, if you will deign to accept it.”
He was still kneeling at her feet, and at these ardently spoken words
she leaned towards him, took his upraised face between her hands with a
quick, passionate movement, and kissed him fervently on the lips; then
she sprang to her feet and began, hurriedly and excitedly, pacing back
and forth in the chamber.
“You will be my wife, Isabelle?” cried de Sigognac in agitated tones,
thrilling in every nerve from the sweet contact of her pure, lovely
mouth—fresh as a flower, ardent as a flame.
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