"And you know," said Mr. Spenlove, breaking off in his narrative
abruptly, "I had no words to reply. I was stricken with a species of
intellectual consternation at the incredible gulf which separated me
from that man emotionally. I was staggered by the vision which
persistently came before me of those four unknown women, quite possibly
beautiful young women, though of this I had no actual proof, dwelling in
discreet seclusion and serving no useful purpose in the world beyond the
gratification of a plutocrat's ego-mania. If that can be called useful.
And there was also, in addition to these, this girl whom I knew. Five of
them: and they were not even permitted to be wicked! And I had to
wrestle with this outrageous problem of our relative status as human
beings at the same time that my own attitude toward this girl was
assuming an intensely personal character. My soul, or that fugitive and
ineluctable entity which does duty for a sailorman's soul, was stamping
up and down inside of me, waving its arms, protesting with all its
suddenly released energy against this man, denying him any knowledge of
what we call love, at all. I wanted to assail him with denunciations for
the monstrous self-esteem which sentenced those delicate creatures to a
shadowy and volitionless stagnation. I accused him of the destruction of
their immortal souls, forgetting in my romantic warmth that in all
probability he didn't believe they had any. But of course, being an
Englishman, I remained perfectly quiescent and inarticulate. I believe I
reached for another cigarette before picking up my hat. And I dare say I
smiled. We have peculiar ways of defending ourselves in such crises. He
assumed a puzzled air as he held out his hand.
"'Englishmen are ice,' he remarked, 'where women are concerned. I have
frequently observed it. _Sang froid_ as we say in French. The phrase
must have been inspired by the contemplation of an Englishman....'
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