One nursed indelicate and
never-to-be-satisfied curiosities about her emotional divagations. She
once confessed, in a tone of querulous austerity, that she 'lived only
for the child.' Possibly this was the key. Beauty and Love, and even
Life itself, as men understood them, were to her the shocking but
inevitable conditions of attaining to an existence consecrated to her
neat and toy-like ideal. I am only explaining how she impressed me. As
you say, she was, and is, simply a respectable married woman. But
respectable married women, when you live with them without being married
to them, are sometimes very remarkable manifestations of human nature.
"Yes, I used to watch that woman on the voyage home. I was full of
curiosity about her. I was loth to believe in a human being so
insensitive to what we usually call human emotions. There was difficulty
about getting her ashore in Algiers. It was only when Jack said she
would get smothered in coal-dust if she stayed that she consented to go
at all. She came back with a very poor opinion of Africa. It appears
that it was hot and they did not know at the café how to make tea. A
mosquito had had the effrontery to bite Babs. I was informed of this
momentous adventure after we had gone to sea again, though Mrs. Evans
had been cultivating a certain evasion where I was concerned since our
talk about Artemisia. She had sheered off from me and tried to pump Jack
about the girl. He came to me, his bright brown eyes globular with the
news. What did I know, eh? Missus was saying she'd heard there was
something fishy about the gel. Not that he'd be surprised. It only
showed, he went on, how particular a man had to be. Gel like that ought
to be _married_. Mrs. Evans was very particular whom she had about.
Always had been. I knew, of course, how carefully she'd been brought up.
A lady. There was something about that gel ... no, he never could give
it a name, but he didn't like it. Bad for the kid. Children _knew_. And
they were the devil for picking things up. Here was Angelina, only the
other night, getting him into a regular pickle because she'd heard him
say 'damn' and brought it out plump in front of Mrs. Evans. Couldn't be
too careful. Fancy a kid that age saying a thing like that--'Damn
by-bye, damn by-bye!' Jack's eyes grew larger and more prominent. Mrs.
Evans had been very upset when he had remarked irascibly that a ship was
no place for a child anyway. No more it was. 'Fred'--(I could see this
coming, mind you, a week before)--'Fred, my boy,' said he, 'I shall be
glad when we get home. I can see it now. It's a mistake. I always said
so when the commander brought his wife along.' It didn't do to take a
woman away from where she belonged. She saw too much, as well. What did
I think she said the other day? A fact. 'You and Mr. Spenlove don't seem
to me to _do_ much.' Think of that! And sometimes he wondered if she
didn't pay more attention to that infernal pier-head jumper, Bloom, than
to her own husband.
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