"And so I am prepared to admit that she did what, in a previous moment
of softness, I had asked her to do. She used me. She used me to feed her
craving for influence over men, her inherited and insatiable desire for
building up romantic and glamorous memories. Florian Kelly regarded her
efforts with admiring exasperation, regretting their interference with
his own designs upon our susceptibilities. Mrs. Evans had made a
commotion like a bird defending her nest. Young Siddons had been bowled
over, as he phrased it, and offered her something of no real value to an
artist--a tender and inexperienced loyalty. Such women are episodic.
Their lives are a string of jewels of varying value connected by a
thread of no value at all. And I confess that to me the shame of being
used by her was not apparent. She, the leading lady, selected me for a
slightly higher rôle than that of a super in the play, and I found the
position singularly agreeable. I was afflicted at the time with no rash
desire to supplant the principal protagonists. It was a piquant and
persuasive proof of the infinite variety of human relationships that she
could bring me to meet the wealthy and powerful individual over whom she
had cast the spell of her radiant personality. I mean the gross and
licentious plutocrat of the red-blooded story. He came in as I was
standing, hat in hand, ready to go, and he heard me described as 'an old
friend, who knew her father years ago.' Which was true, though I was not
sure Captain Macedoine would have endorsed the statement. Mr. Kinaitsky
came forward with his hat on, removed it and one of his gloves, and
shook hands with a courtly gesture. He looked older than his photograph.
The fine gray hair fluffed out over the ears, the bushy brows shading
voluptuous eyes, the swarthy cheeks and flexible lips gave him the air
of a prosperous impresario. He brought in with him, however, an
atmosphere of affairs. He nodded politely to the girl's explanation,
patted her gently on the shoulder, and passed on to his room. Returning
for a cigarette, and offering me the box, he remarked that he hoped I
would excuse him as he was dining out and had to dress at once. He had
had a fatiguing day in the city. Did I know London? A fine day. Would I
excuse him once more? Turning to the girl, who was sitting on the arm of
a chair, he took her chin in his hand and favoured her with a swift,
masculine, appraising glance. She gave him one of her delicious,
derisive smiles and whispered something, her eyes flickering toward me
for an instant. He patted her cheek and turned away, remarking, 'Of
course if she wished.' He would not be in till late. 'Amuse yourself,
_ma chere_,' he added, and bowing slightly to me, went away to his bath.
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