The _Broken Heart_ made a poor passage. The eighteen hundred miles
of sea between the Capes and the Samballoes were dragged through
wearily, in calms, in light airs, in head winds, during six weeks of
torment. Through the Florida Channel, across a sea of brass; through
the Yucatan Channel, hugging the Cuban side; then launching out, past
Grand Cayman, past Providence, she rolled and drove, foul with her
months at sea. Her gilt was battered off, her paint peeled; her once
white decks were crossed with tar marks, where the seam-tar, sticking
to shoes, had been impressed crosswise as the seamen walked. An awning
was over her poop. Her boys splashed her decks continually with salt
water. The men about decks did their work languidly. At night they lay
among the booms, sheltered from the dew, sleeping in their watches,
their eyes covered lest the moon should blast them.
A ship driving to the south, with all her sails set, her side a little
bowed, whitening a line along her fo’c’s’le, is beautiful to see,
noble, an image of wonder. She should be allowed to pass, swaying her
beauty in a rhythm; for beauty is enough; one should not question
beauty. If one question, then in that stately ship may be found a
hell. Men mutinous, officers overdriven, boys in misery, the captain
drunk; wasted men forward, flying from justice; broken men aft,
carrying their incompetence to other lands, to breed it there
unchecked; the rigging rotten, the sails threadbare, all the hull of
the ship in outcry, a decay, a fraud; down in the hold a fire
smouldering, a little red glow, a fireball, not flame yet, waiting,
charring the beams, blackening in the bales, till the wind fan it to a
crackling triumph, to a blaze, a mastery, amid the screams of men,
amid death. Even such a ship was the _Broken Heart_, as she drove on
to the south, her sails slatting. Within her were many tortured
hearts, each heart a chamber in hell, in the hell of the wicked or the
weak, where the prisoned soul atoned, or added to the account to be
paid later. At the galley door, waiting for the cook to let them light
their pipes, their one pleasure, the seamen watched the gentry,
envying them, talking bitterly of them, angry at the world’s injustice
to themselves, angry at the ease which they would lack, though they
lived to be old men, always working hard.
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