Then it would stop; all that she could ask would
be that it might soon stop. Perrin was the only person whom she could
bear to see, or to speak with. It was through him, she guessed, that
her husband was removed from her sight. He was living now, Perrin told
her, in the ’tween-decks, having his meals in the wardroom. Perrin,
Margaret, and Cammock had taken to living in their cabins, so that she
might not be oppressed with company. She filled in the unsaid portion
of Perrin’s speech with “living with Mrs. Inigo”; and she knew from
Perrin’s face that he understood her thought, and that she was right.
She liked Perrin more and more as the days passed. She understood him
now, she thought. The world had gentled him by some such blow as had
crushed her. She could never think of him as the thoroughly foolish
man he was. She only thought of him as a poor hurt waif, almost a
woman in many ways, who felt for her keenly enough to know that he
must not show his feeling. She liked his shy way of coming into the
cabin in the late afternoon, when the steward served the chocolate. He
would enter shyly, speaking with a false air of jocularity, to propose
chess, poetry, a game at cards, or a little music. The time would pass
quietly. He would lose that false air of his; they would talk together
almost like sisters, until the change of the watch at six o’clock. He
helped her through her worst days, nor did she ever know that the
tales he told her, the little jokes in his conversation, were repeated
from the talk of the man she hated; as the hated man had planned, in
his blind love for her.
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