All that was in his imagination might have
existed, he thought. All the splendour should have come in praise of
her. Nothing would have stopped him. In his heart her face would have
flowered, that beautiful, pale face, the image of the woman he loved;
he would have made his city glorious. Marble bridges should have
spanned the channels. His empire would have spread. It would have
spread over the sea there, over the keys, over the low coast fringed
with mangroves, over the hills, dim in the south, over the crags where
the clouds streamed, beyond the great bay, far into the south, past
Garachina, past Tumbez, beyond Ylo to the Evangelists. He would have
been a king. His ships would have scented all the seas of the world,
bringing balms and spice home. Now all that was over, he saw what
might have been. It would not now be. He had no wish now to see his
city rise. He found his imagination dulled. The woman who had been his
imagination, through whom, alone, he had lived imaginatively, walked,
a tired shadow, with heavy eyes, in the ship beyond the reef. If he
passed her she shuddered, averting her eyes. If he spoke to her--twice
he had tried to speak to her--she drew in her breath, her eyes shut;
she drew away from him as from a snake. He had no heart left to think
of cities. All that he wished now was to do what he could for the
merchants who had risked their money. The city would have to wait till
the other lover came. The city would rise up glorious from the beauty
of some other woman. All his love, and high resolve, and noble effort
had come to this, that Olivia thought him something lower than
Stukeley, something baser than the beasts.
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