“Wait, father, wait!” continued Paul, with softened voice, and placid
features. “I have not told you all. It was then, that I said to myself,
‘the crucifix by the road side, the churches of the cities are but the
work of man. Let us seek God, in God’s own works.’ From that moment, my
father, began that wandering life, which will remain an eternal mystery,
known only to the heavens, the ocean, and myself--it led me into the
solitary wilds of America, for I thought the newer a world was, the more
freshly would it retain the impress of God’s hand. I did not deceive
myself. There, often in those virgin forests, into which I was perhaps
the first who had ever penetrated; with no shelter, but the heavens, no
couch, but the earth, absorbed by one sole thought, I have listened
to the thousand noises of a world about to sleep, and nature when
awakening. For a long time, did I still remain without comprehending
that unknown tongue, formed by the mingling of the murmur of rivers,
the vapor of the lakes, the rustling of the forest, and the perfume of
flowers. Finally, the veil which had obscured my eyes, and the weight
which had oppressed my heart, was little by little removed; and from
that time, I began to believe that these noises of evening, and of
approaching day, were but one universal hymn, by which created things
expressed their gratitude to the Creator.”
“Almighty God!” cried the dying man, clasping his hands, and raising his
eyes to heaven, with an expression of holy faith, “I cried to you from
the bottomless pit, and you heard me in my distress; oh! my God I I
thank thee.”
“Then,” continued Paul, with still increasing enthusiasm, “then, I
sought upon the ocean, that full conviction which earth had refused to
me. The earth is but a span--the ocean is immensity! The ocean is, after
God himself, the grandest, the most powerful object in the universe. I
have heard the ocean roar like a chafed lion, and then at the voice of
its master, become tranquil as a submissive dog; I have seen it rise
like a Titan, to scale the heavens; and then beneath the whip of the
tempest, moan like a weeping infant. I have seen it dashing its waves to
meet the lightning, and endeavoring to quench the thunder with its foam;
and then become smooth as a mirror, and reflect even the smallest
star in the heavens. Upon the land, I had become convinced of God’s
existence, upon the ocean, I recognised his power. In the solitary
wilds, as Moses, I had heard the voice of the Lord, but during the
tempest, I saw him, as did Ezekiel, riding upon the wings of the storm.
Thenceforward, my father, thenceforward, all doubt was driven from my
mind, and from the evening on which I witnessed the first hurricane, I
believed, and prayed.”
“I believe in God, the Father Almighty, maker of Heaven and Earth,” said
the dying man, with ardent faith; and he continued thus the symbol of
the apostles to the last word.
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